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colourfulsoul3
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Dear T
Relationship Stress / by colourfulsoul3
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 November 13th, 2016
...See more Dear T, I think the night I came to your house you had no idea how bad I'd been feeling. If you had, I'd like to think you wouldn't have slept with me but simply would have been a listening ear instead. But to be honest, the next three weeks rated as one of the most wonderful times in my life. I felt like I actually entered another universe when we were together. Reality was magic. And as quickly as it had begun, it began to end. I told you I had feelings for you and you didn't want that. You saw me less and less. It felt like I was being ripped apart, shred by shred. And the more you pushed me away, the more I fell in love with you. Except you wouldn't call it love. And neither would I. But love exists within it. And it could have been love if I wasn't so hurt and had become obsessed. While I couldn't quite break that night I came to you, I broke a few months later when I saw that it was well and truly over. It brought me to my knees. And I am thankful for that. Because now I can begin again. A new life. My own life.
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