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cl0wnb0y
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PathStep 12 Compassion hearts32 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2023 Member sinceFebruary 25, 2020
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I’m Apollo, I like reading and watching movies. I also really enjoy various genres of music.

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It’s on constant rewind
Trauma Support / by cl0wnb0y
Last post
 August 4th, 2022
...See more TW: SA MENTION I’ve have suffered multiple assaults with one recently occurring. I’ve been trying to work past it and move forward but I can’t stop replaying it all in my head. I can’t stop feeling it all over me. I keep asking why. Why does this keep happening to me and when will this go away? When will I feel comfortable in my body and around others again? When will this suffering stop?
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My brain feels scrambled
Personality Disorders Support / by cl0wnb0y
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 June 8th, 2022
...See more I recently just got discharged from the psychward and am feeling lost. I’ve physically left the ward but I’m mentally still there. It feel like no time has passed and that I’ve lost so much time all at once. I don’t know whether i actually got better or I just got out. I feel like I’m watching myself and everyone around me behind a pane of glass.
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hi
Self-Harm Recovery / by cl0wnb0y
Last post
 May 28th, 2022
...See more hi, my name is Apollo (he/they) and I’m 19 turning 20 in June. I play bass and write music. I really enjoy vhs tapes and crappy teen romance novels. I have three cats, two of which are hairless. I have been self harming for 9 years now on and off but have recently gotten worse. I hope to find better coping mechanisms as well as a community so I feel less alone.
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