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cl0s3tm0th
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts14 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2021 Member sinceApril 13, 2021
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My parents make me sad :)
Depression Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 July 24th, 2021
...See more So basically my parents hate each other yaay. And theyy alwaysss talk about they hate each other to me and I very much dislike it. Like what I am supposed to do with this information. Everytime after I feel angry and sad. Also it’s like it’s not myyyy fault yall got together and still connected with one another because you decided to have children wtf. It makes me so mad. And everytime I’m left so drained and bleh. Among other things that also make me sad abt them this the main thing.
Sooo what next
Addiction Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 June 20th, 2021
...See more So like ive stopped masturbating (lol its been two days, but better than nothing) okay great. But now im sad and i want to again. I see i usually do when im sad or bored. But now that im trying not to what do i doooo. How do i deal with myself😔. Thats always the issue. I try to stop, life hits me and i go again sigh.
I dunno what to title welp :/
Depression Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 June 17th, 2021
...See more So I feel like nothing is changing. Maybe because I’m not doing anything? My parents fighting and stuff making me sad and just I’m in the same place that it feels I’ve been in for so longg and I’m tired. I want a changeee but nothing is changing and it is like is anything that I’m doing really changing anything? I feel hopeless.
No energy
Depression Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 May 30th, 2021
...See more None at all. And it’s not like I’m constantly tired or anything, its just like I have no energy to do the things I want and need to do to change. I want to get rid of my bad habits I feel ready for that but 1. I honestly don’t trust myself, because when I try I always fall back into my old ways smh😔 And so I think that is also contributing to the “no energy”. It’s hard to explain and I’m not the best at explaining😅. Like say a positive thought comes to my mind, I just go ugh I’m too tired for that. You know what I mean kinda? I can try to explain further laterrr 😕
I hate my friggen job
Depression Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 April 25th, 2021
...See more My first job yay. I hate it thou. Soooooo draining mentally more than physically. My job requires me to change who I am in order to do what I am supposedly to do and putting a fasade all day can be tiring. And then..... I can’t even say what I want to say, but it’s like everytime I think of working it just makes me more sad than I already am. Life hasn’t been the greatest either just all around terrible. And I don’t know what to do anymore. Don’t know if I even want to do it anymore. :(
Sigh
Addiction Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 April 20th, 2021
...See more Masterbation and such. First and foremost it’s ruining my life cause I can’t seem to stop and it’s always on my mind. I am a female btw. I am also religious so I feel extra bad whenever I do it because it is considered a “sin” so theres that. When I don’t masterbate for a couple days I get irritable and annoyed easier then after I do I feel so much lighter ya know. The longest I’ve gone without doing it is honestly like 4 days which is sad. I get like an urge that goes through my whole body that just ends up consuming me. Sigh I don’t know what to do anymore or how to stop.
I relasped
Addiction Support / by cl0s3tm0th
Last post
 April 14th, 2021
...See more I relapsed. That’s all. Very. Much hate myself. Kay goodnight
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