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Pleaseee helpp me, i am stuckk.
Relationship Stress / by cinnamonblue77
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 June 23rd, 2023
...See more i am F (20yrs) and i am kind of stuck in a relationship. My boyfriend loves me too much. But i am from a family where we can’t date anybody, and my sisters have caught me many times chatting with my bf. They must hate me now. But my family matters more to me. I do not want to disappoint them. I already had a situation in my home where my sister had love marriage and there were alot of problems during that time. And I don’t want to go throught it again. Because i will lose all value in my house. My parents really love me now. But if they hear about it, they will be really upset and I don’t want that. i told about all this to my bf, but he said he can’t leave me and he won’t be able to live without me. Whatever i say, he doesn’t understand how much it will impact me. i broke up with him couple of times before bcs he was being kind of toxic. He wouldn’t let me have guy friends, he would doubt me often like if i like someone else, he would be angry if I didn’t text him late night everyday, he would be angry if i spend too much time with my friends and spend less time with him. I got tired of it. He said he will change that behavior. He said he would do anything for me. Evn he changed quite a little bit. But I don’t think he is the one for me evn if says he can give me the world. i don’t have inner peace these days bcs i am soo stressed out. He won’t let me leave this rltnship. It’s like i am trapped. But i want to leave this for my parents sake and my sake. but I don’t know how to break up. Bcs when i tried to break up with him before he had a panic attack, he loves me soo much. I don’t know what to doo . I am soo scared and stressed out.
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