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chamberkid
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35 & Over Community / by chamberkid
Last post
 September 2nd, 2021
...See more Hi new here thought I would try this out, I'm 37 father of one (he doesn't live with me but I see him weekly) I've struggled with anxiety and depression most of my life, I berate and belittle myself constantly, I'm very socially awkward, I have no confidence in myself, I don't talk much and struggle to make/maintain friendships, I've been alone now for 14 years and I'm finding life very difficult at the moment, some days are better than others, some I can get out for quiet walks, others I can't face getting out of bed, I feel nervous all the time but without reason, I have lost my identity, I just exist now, I feel empty, hopeless, useless, I'm trying to get better but it's hard fighting alone, I don't want to give up but I'm so tired of failing, it's hard to stay motivated y know. I'll be honest this feels stupid and pathetic writing this out now I just don't know what else to do, I don't want to feel like this
New here, anxiety, depression, paranoia
Anxiety Support / by chamberkid
Last post
 August 31st, 2021
...See more Hi don't really know what to say here, I'm not good at talking to people, I tell myself that I prefer to be on my own, enjoy the quiet but I know it's not healthy, I get so lonely and so used to the solitude that my anxiety is through the roof, I struggle to go outside, to talk to people, can never maintain eye contact which then just feeds into my paranoia that people think I'm a weirdo. I don't know what I want or expect from this I'm just so tired of feeling this way, I constantly berate myself, I'm trying so hard not to just give up but there is nothing left of me anymore, no passions, no joy, no motivation, I just feel like a hollow mess with this swirling stream of voices and hate and fear spewing around in my head. I am so lost I don't know what to do
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