- On a long break -

"If tears had colors , Then pillow would be a colorful canvas "

"I love standing in the rain, because when it's raining no one can see me crying "

 My Bio¯\_(ツ)_/¯

💙Hello Everyone! I am Ophelia or Taru (call me any of these if you want, I don't care) , but you can also call me Moon or Calm💙

💙I am teenage girl from a very lively and noisy city, living in this world full of chaos 💙

💙 About me : 

I suffer from depression and ocd. I have really severe intrusive thoughts and I tend to get stressed and anxious easily which I really despise about myself. I tend to have breathing difficulty whenever I am really anxious. I also have problems with managing my emotions too, due to which I most of the time have anger outbursts out of no reason and be rude and angry mostly to people who trigger it (it only happens sometimes and in real life) There are many reasons for this and one is the frustration I feel because of intrusive thoughts (they are truly mental torture and I can't sleep at night peacefully because of them) and anger which may have been caused for different reasons such as stress ( I really suffer from stress) and they get mixed together and I lash out. And to be honest, I am passively "S" but in not crisis. 

If you see me typing with .... between the sentences and at the end of the sentences, it means that I am really sad and feeling down. Some virtual hugs and comforting would be really appreciated💙

( I don't know what to write anymore about my mental health lol, my mental health is burr 🥲 * Deep sigh * )

✨ Some random things about me :

💙My favorite color is blue 💙

🍜My favorite foods are Any type of chow mien and pasta with olives (chicken, shrimp, squid, egg, veg, and even mixed!) and soups (chicken, veg, sweet corn and anything good!) 🍲

🌿🍋 My favorite drink is Virgin Mojito! 🍋 🌿

♐I am a Sagittarius! ♐ 

👺My most favorite anime and manga is Kimetsu No Yaiba (Demon Slayer)! ⚔️

💡I am INTP - T personality type! (Logician) 💡

🤓I love literature, history and learning about random things which interest me! 🤓

I love nature! (Being in nature surroundings is really peaceful, isn't it? 😀)

#SaveForests 🌱🍀💚

(psst, do you relate with this things? If yes, do tell me! We will become buddies then! 😀) 

🖋 My writing forum thread  :

"Taru's Woodnotes ☘️"

✨ Feel free to check it out! 

📢 My Triggers are 📢

Sexual Abuse and other related things 

Abuse of any kind 

Family problems (Domestic violence related topics) 

( I might poof when the chat is going on this topics, so please don't mind 👍) 

🎐Favourite things :

🌸Music🌸

🎶 Listening to Lo-fi music : most of the time piano lofi and sad songs lofi,

🎶  Listening to Ghibli music : it is really beautiful music, I most of the time listen to piano ghibli music or just ghibli instrumental music, Dark Academia playlists and Melancholic and sad piano music. They are really soothing and beautiful. They can comfort your soul to some extent~

🎶 Listening to sad, melancholic, pop, indie and sentimental songs (any language, mostly English, Hindi and Bengali) 

🌸Reading 🌸

Reading stories 📖 : I like to read Manga, Manhwa and short stories. But I mostly love reading horror stories, mystery, thriller, detective and comedy, slice of life, iyashikei, suspense.

💜I also love hearing to audio stories! Those amazing sound effects during Horror or thriller stories give me chills 😮 My favorite story authors : Satyajit Ray, Bibhutibhusan Bandyopadhay, Himadri Kishore Dasgupta, Shirsendu Mukhopadhay and many more. ( Yep I mostly read Bengali short stories cause they are amazing! And I know most of you guys haven't even heard of these names haha) , Ruskin Bond too (English stories, great writer!). Some audio stories channels I listen to : Sunday Suspense, Goppo Mir er Thek.

💜 Some English books I have read : Harry Potter (except the last two parts, I have watched every Harry Potter movies), Anne Frank's Diary ( Translated to english), No Longer Human by Osamu Dazai , Run Melos!  by Osamu Dazai ( these two books are translated to English from Japanese) etc. 

☕7 cupsing : I like posting in forums and I love chatting here, it's what I do sometimes in my free time and coming here always lifts up my mood to some extent. Thank you very much you all amazing peeps for supporting and talking to me!💜

💜Watching Anime and reading Manga💜

Sleeping 💤 (yes I love sleeping , it is escape from reality but I sometimes go anti sleep mode lol 😛) 

Writing stories, essays and poems (sometimes) and stuffs 📒🖋

~♡♥(｡’▽’｡)♡♥~

🎈Some quotes (by fandom lol, from demon slayer cause why not ;-):

✨Yep Tomioka Giyuu is not disliked by people! 🌊

✨Nuu no donuts! Rengoku will be sad 🍩

✨ Dee-heemons! Assemble! - Muzan Jackson 🕺

This sentences can only be understood by Demon slayer watchers lol👆

✨ Featured and Recommended song of this Month ✨ :

🌙 The Night We Met by Lord Huron🌙

🌸 It's a really beautiful and great song 🌸 

( These are songs I have found out of nowhere or searching for them after listening them somewhere 👀, if you want a change of your taste in music and want to listen to new songs, check this out 👆 

🎑Here are some snacks for you in case you are hungry and lurking 😛 :

🍎🍎🍎🍎🍇🍇🍇🍇🍊🍊🍊🍊🥐🥐🥐🥐🥨🥨🥨🥨🥞🥞🥞🥞🧀🧀🧀🧀🍖🍖🍗🍗🍔🍔🍔🍔🥓🥓🥓🥓🍟🍟🍟🍟🍟🍕🍕🍕🍕🍕🌭🌭🌭🌭🥪🥪🥪🥪🌮🌮🌮🌮🌯🌯🌯🌯🥙🥙🥙🥙🍳🥘🍲🥗🍿🍿🥫🍱🍱🍘🍙🍪🍪🍩🍩🍠🍤🍣🍢🍥🍡🍡🍡🍡🥟🥟🥟🥟🥠🥠🥠🥠🍦🍦🍦🍦🥡🥡🥡🥡🍧🍧🍧🍧🍨🍨🍨🍨🍮🍮🍰🍰🥧🥧🍫🍫🍫🍫🍬🍬🍬🍬🍭🍭🍭🍭🥛🥛🥛🥛☕☕☕☕☕☕☕🍵🍵🍵🍵🥤🥤🥤🥢🍴🥄

Lol I created a food wall XD enjoy your snacks! It's unlimited ~♥~

🌟 Wall of Fame ⭐ 

@amiableBunny4016 (Sweetest bun bun 🍞🐰)

@Comiclsland (Shy and sweet and quiet and an amazing human 💗)

Psst, some of my friends call me angry moon, but I am not angry at all 😛😈

My new nickname : Blue Moon 💙🌙 by @Tobedoctor 

( lol guess I am really rare and hard to find lol XD) 

My 7cups bestie and telepath sis here : @Lovemymoonflowers 🌙 💮 

(Yay we are on Maups! XD) (Mars + Cups = Maups) (Two moons hehe) 

Ni and Taru's planet (created by my sis ni 💙) : 

https://www.7cups.com/forum/generalsupport/General_2440/MaupsNiandTarusPlanet_310613

Sleep doesn't exist anymore 🥲

T-T

💙Good job reaching here fellow cupser, you completed your quest! 😛Take care, have a wonderful day or night! 💙 🌃