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butterflyy3
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PathStep 10 Compassion hearts39 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2024 Member sinceMay 20, 2023
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a little rant
OCD & Related Behaviors / by butterflyy3
Last post
 January 20th
...See more hi to whoever is kind enough to read this thread. i’ve been dealing with my ocd for over 3 years now. it started bc of this stupid cooking class i took which led me to my lovely friends tina (contamination ocd). don’t laugh bc i named it… life gets hard i put humour to help. anyways, since then i haven’t been myself. i’ve lost friends, had breakups and even got told the wonderful news that my ex and my best friend are dating. i want to tell myself that if they are happy i am happy but i can’t it’s not right. what happened to girl code? keep in mind me and my ex were dating almost 5 years. to be fair, i wasn’t the best gf to him or at least i saw it that way. it could of been my depression that kicked in later from my ocd. i never enjoyed anything but he kept trying and loving me. i ended up breaking up with him to focus on me and i said some poorly things to him such as i wanted to explore other ppl bc i’ve been feeling like im stuck in this continuous cycle and bubble with my ocd/depression and the fact that i might acc like girls too. i hooked up with some guy after the breakup which i deeply regret. but lots was on my mind and i lead him on the last bits of our relationship. i feel terrible that i did. i do miss him a lot bc he was my best friend and he knew me so well when i felt like i was a ghost to myself. anyways i know this isn’t anything related to my ocd. but it definitely has an impact on my life. should i even be worried about them two dating? i can’t shake the feeling that me wanting to do something for ME for once is so much worse than my best friend and ex hooking up and eventually dating.
looking for some advice or what to do for class
Student Support / by butterflyy3
Last post
 December 29th, 2023
...See more would you rather have three 8:30 am morning classes with a midday lab time or have 2 evening classes at 5-7pm with labs ending at 9pm?
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