I am a southern belle straight from the south. I am a Baby Girl Submissive in the BDSM Lifestyle (yes there's more to it than sex) *rolls eyes*. I am extremely artistic and explore new ways to learn and try new things. Fave color is Baby Blue and fave food is Chinese. I am strictly obsessed with Pandas, Unicorns, and ANYTHING Asian: Taiwanese, Japanese, Korean, and Chinese. I hate to read. My fave movies are anything paranormal, horror, or Tim Burton. I am a GIANT gamer in all aspects: tabletops, dice, cards, board games, consoles, zambies, internet etc. I want to overcome my chronic pain and get control over my loneliness, searching for love and acceptance in ANY form, my BPD, and feeling worthless. I am tired of feeling no motivation, no will.. etc etc I want to control the lies in my head and not be a walking contradiction.