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brightKite3231
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Relationship Stress / by brightKite3231
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 February 24th, 2017
...See more Hello, I've recently gone through a breakup, two months ago and a few days now. Things have been rough to say the least. I've started journaling since tried to reach out to my circle but seem to keep getting the same results/answers that don't seem to satisfy what I'm looking for. I have been no contact ever since day one but am finding it hard to not reach out now and was hoping for some support or maybe jsut a place to write down what I'm feeling. What triggered it today I guess was when I noticed through a mutual friend on facebook that my ex had removed me as a friend. I had already blocked all the update set it to don't follow and all that jazz. But it hit home pretty hard seeing that she took this final step. I guess I was holding onto the fact that we were still "connected" in some way as a possibility of rekindling or reconnecting. This tie being severed I feel like the Hope I could treasure is gone, my minds strays to thought thats she is with someone new and wants to share that or whatever. Context sorry, we were having rough times, she ended it over the phone, I agreed and then she told me she had met someone all on the same call. I'm feeling pretty bad and wanting to reach out, I justify to myself that it's closure that I am looking for and I want to be able to anylase what went wrong to change. But I know that really all I'm looking for is the chance to talk again and to convince her that we can work things out. I yearn for the comfort that we had together and think about it daily everything is a reminder. I buttered my toasts yesterday and thought of how she would put way too much on hers. Little things. Anyways, just reaching out saying I'm having trouble, I'm really wanting and imagining the conversations we would have if it were to happen. Fantisizing is the right word. I'm stuck in the should I or shouldn't I. Pros. Cons
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