hello, my name's Nicole, and i am looking for new friends, and rlly good supporters. i'm not the best when it comes to self love, (i once lost 8 pounds due to me starving myself) but i'm trying to love myself, but it's a big challenge. along with my dog passing away last year, and me growing up without a mother, it's been hard. but ik ppl have it worse then me, and i feel so bad for those ppl, i can't imagine the struggle they go through everyday, but i have some ppl, who love me, my aunt, is a good example, she's my go to person, though i don't see her as much as i'd like to, she's still an amazing person, and i love her so much, she means so much to me, i have no idea what i'd do without her, along with my grandma, who also means so much to me, i've cryed and vented to her so many times.. and she always calms me down, and she knows what to say, and i wish i could say that about my father, but i don't talk to him about what i'm going through, mainly bc, well, most of the pain is about women, so talking to my father seems... outta place for me.