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blueCranberry4808
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Grief & Loss / by blueCranberry4808
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 August 6th, 2023
...See more I hope everyone has a great Sunday! I thought of a little something to bring some light to today. What is everyone’s favorite animal and what does it symbolize? My favorite is a giraffe. I think they are the most beautiful creatures ever created A giraffe symbolize grace, peace, individuality, protection, communication, and perception. I am very excited to see everyone’s favorite animals and what they symbolize, feel free to comment if you wish 🥰
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Trauma Support / by blueCranberry4808
Last post
 August 5th, 2023
...See more Has anyone lost someone suddenly who was very close to them and it changed them completely? I lost my father 8 years ago. Before his sudden death I was very outgoing I loved people I was a cheerleader at my school. I had many friends. After his death I went into a shell. I shut all my friends out so I no longer have any because they’ve moved on. I’m afraid to go out anywhere alone. I won’t even go in the store alone and I won’t get a drivers license…I’m too scared. I don’t know who I am anymore and I don’t know how to find that person. I don’t know what to do but I hate the person I’ve become because I have so much potential. I’m a psychology student and I’m terrified of graduating because I feel too broken to help anyone. I feel I’m not good enough the amazing grades I get in school make no sense to me as I dropped out in 9th grade got my ged and started college out of nowhere a few years later. So how is it possible to get great grades when I feel so dumb. If you have lost someone and it changed you as a person how did you start believing in yourself again? How did you relearn to live yourself? I just don’t know what to do or even where to start at fixing this problem. But I cry every day and I can’t take it anymore it’s miserable.
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