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blackvenus09
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Feeling worthless
Relationship Stress / by blackvenus09
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 July 26th, 2017
...See more So, it's been over a year and I checked my ex's instagram and he has a girlfriend now. She is really pretty in the traditional instagram way. I feel...upset. I'm just remembering how badly he used to treat me, while he seems to adore her. He broke up with me because I have a chronic illness (he called me 'sickly' and when he broke up with me said, 'how would you feel if I were the sickly one and you were the healthy one?) He did all of this despite the fact that he is deaf in one ear and hard of hearing in the other one and balding at age 29. I accepted all of that because I loved him. He used to mock my illness and when I would talk about being sick would mock me in a whiny voice and call me childish and a baby. It really messed with my self-esteem. It's just so messed up how he was able to move on much faster than me despite being a piss-poor human being. He told me he was not sorry about how he treated me and that he didn't care. I guess I am in my feelings because he was my first everything. Idk. It still hurts.
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