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Trauma Support / by aviboot
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 August 4th, 2021
...See more Everytime someone or better to say a man walks by the window, my house, my school etc I flinch cause I'm scared that they'll come over to me and touch me like he did. Everytime a man or boy touches me on my shoulder or even just my hand I flinch, cause what if they do something I don't want. Everytime I walk past men or boys on the street I cover up my body or walk the other way cause what if a no isn't enough. When I see male family members I stay as far away from them as i can cause what if they are thinking what he was. When traumas like mine come up on TV or a movie I freeze cause all I can think about is how he touched me when I was just a kid. I even feel scared when I'm trying to sleep, cause there are just to many what if's. That it became a when. I feel put down, used, hurt. I feel embarrassed and maybe not on here but in real life, in real life I can't even tell anyone cause I'm to scared that they will think I'm to weak.
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