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I don't know how much longer I can take this. 💀
Positivity & Gratitude / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 November 15th, 2022
...See more I am losing my mind. I have struggled with anxiety since I was 6 years old and I'm 13 now still dealing with it. It's getting depressing now too. I can't take it. I feel like I'm trapped. I know I'm going to get through it someday but it's getting harder and harder! I end up being so sensitive about the littlest things. Things get in my head. I end up like crying for literally no reason which can be embarrassing and annoying. I get all these feelings. I feel angry, depressed, anxious, etc. all at once and it's overwhelming! I can't fricking take it. I'm not gonna do anything drastic I'm just rly fed up with it.
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I'm having a bit of trouble :(
Positivity & Gratitude / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 October 24th, 2022
...See more So there's this kid who I used to be friends with but they ended up not being a great person. (Nothing new in society tbh.) We used to be friends for a bit which went ok. We met in a discord server and it was for a minecraft smp. As soon as I joined tho I noticed a lot of drama. And I have come to a point where I can't stand drama. Makes me depressed sometimes. Gives me anxiety. Anyway, yeah so I dealt with it for a while until I got to the point where I started to get really upset and I couldn't stand it anymore. Arguments were happening left, right, and center. And people were rly toxic. Arguments were happening between me and this "friend" too and it made me realize how bad of a person they were. So I left the server for good and blocked him. I was doing well for a few months and then he reached out to me yhrough youtube comments. Said something like "Hey its been awhile. Why did you block me? I thought we were friends." I blocked him on youtube to avoid him. Then he went to a place where I could avoid him but it would require me leaving something that I really didn't want to so I finally responded. We talked and he kept begging to be my friend. I talked my way around it trying not to be mean. I unblocked him (never officially said we would be friends again) and he asked me to join the server again. He said it was peaceful so I joined. One argument happened and I left again. Then we were fine till about 45 minutes ago. I dmed hm a joke. He brought up the server and I got fed up. And then we got into an argument. So I blocked him and now never talking to him again but I can only assume he'll try to come back into my life. Sorry this was a lot. I just had to get things off my chest. Have a nice day yall. And be careful of what friends you pick. ❤️
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What do yall do in your free time?
Positivity & Gratitude / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 November 17th, 2022
...See more What do yall do when you are free to do anything you want? I personally play video games and make youtube videos. I also hang out with my friends.
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Friendly note :)
Journals & Diaries / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 October 13th, 2022
...See more Hey, hope yall are having an amazing day. If ur not it's ok. It's ok to not be ok. Remember it WILL get better. Just give it time and hang in there I wish the best of luck in the world to those who are having a hard time. ❤️
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I'm having a bit of trouble :/
General Support / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 October 12th, 2022
...See more So recently my anxiety decided to make a return. I've had really bad anxiety since I was 6 and it always goes off and on like one year I have anxiety and the next I don't. Idk if that's just me or other people get that. I've noticed for a while that depression is starting to come into the mix. Well... kind of depression. I'm definitely having lack of motivation and I am sometimes pretty sad and I feel dead inside or something sometimes. I still haven't gotten to getting a therapist which is something I really think I need but for now I'm just pushing through. If any of yall have any suggestions on how to cope pls let me know. :)
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Do yall have any pets?
Newbie Hub / by ashtonswink47
Last post
 June 17th, 2022
...See more Do yall have any pets and if so do they help you cope with depression, anxiety, etc. like my cat and puppy do?
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