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amusingSea2728
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PathStep 8 Compassion hearts19 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2021 Member sinceMarch 14, 2019
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Lost
General Support / by amusingSea2728
Last post
 May 1st, 2021
...See more I'm just lost and feel like I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know just what there is in life anymore.
Burnout
General Support / by amusingSea2728
Last post
 March 19th, 2019
...See more I am feeling so burnt out on work and life right now and I don't know just what to do. Honestly I want to quit it all and go to bed. And stay in bed for a long long time. Like I don't want to do much else but stay in bed. Somethign I never get to do because someone needs me to get up to do something. It's crazy and my days off are filled with doing the things I couldn't before. I'm just done. Burned out and done and if I did get what is causing it to go away I don't know if I could really get motivation to do anything else.
What's wrong with me?
General Support / by amusingSea2728
Last post
 March 19th, 2019
...See more I just cannot seem to want to get up anymore. I'm not actively suicidal but at the same time if were run over by a truck, I wouldn't mind. I've got life insurance so it's not like my family would be screwed. Assetwise, I am worth more dead than alive. I am currently working two jobs and trying to get schoolwork done and have little time to myself. One job is 4 days a week and I am dealing with people yelling at me for mistakes they make on tax returns or their dislike of the tax code. I feel really better when I can do offline reviews because I am not interacting with people but reviewing their work and typing them an email explaining what they need to do. The other job I have is 3 days a week and some people can be so dumb it's infuriating. I can handle the college work when these are done but I don't have much time left in the semester to do this work because of the other jobs. The 3 day job is so it can go regular in the summer so I don't have to deal with unemployment. I just feel like I want to throttle everyone that I am being taken advantage of by the people who supposedly need me and only need me for my income. I have a doctor's appointment (gynocologist) on the 28th and I call in sick for that but by god, this can't keep up and I am sick of people saying "You chose to work this schedule stop complaining." Ummmm this happened because the good job is temporary and working during the weekend keeps the other job. Long game. But god, like I said if I woke up tomorrow dead, I'd be happy. Hell even if I got a bad flu I'd be happy because there' d be 3 days I can just lay back and do nothing
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