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amiableHuman8130
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PathStep 1 Compassion hearts20 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes12 Current upvotes12 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2024 Member sinceApril 12, 2024
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Dissociation and depression
Depression Support / by amiableHuman8130
Last post
 May 4th
...See more I’m 15 and on sertraline for clinical depression and anxiety it has helped a little I’m not going to lie but the feeling always comes back  I don’t know what to do sometimes I feel like I’m not even here like I’m watching everything from afar like there is all this loud chatter around me yet it feels kind of far away. it makes me miserable and it’s no one else’s fault but I’m tired of trying tbh im pretty high - functioning other than blips here and there but I feel it and I just want to hide 
Binge eating
Eating Disorder Support / by amiableHuman8130
Last post
 June 27th
...See more I am “overweight” according to bmi anyway im 15, <edit> , and weight about <edit> probably I look skinny fat yk what I mean? like fatter than skinny people but skinnier then “fat” people i overeat so much. I can’t stop myself. I crave bad foods like crisps chocolate cookies. it makes me sad cs I want to feel good but ill just keep gaining weight i I genuinely need help cause idk how to stop it
Paranoid personality disorder
Personality Disorders Support / by amiableHuman8130
Last post
 May 9th
...See more I have clinical depression, mixed anxiety, PTSD and panic disorder (all diagnosed)  However I think I have PPD or BPD (my mum has long term depression and bpd)  I don’t know how to go about this, because what makes me feel most depressed is feeling mistrust and like people secretly hate me. These are some symptoms- * Hypersensitivity  * mistrust * Suspicious of others * Hyper vigilance (always assessing people/places, needing to be able to escape) * Dissociation  * Irritation/anger issues * Thinking everyone’s out to get me * Thinking people aren’t who they say they are * “Demonising” people (as my foster carer put it lol- I never thought I did but ever since she said it I kinda reflected and yeah) * Mood swings * Quickly become hostile/defensive  * Trouble relaxing  * Thinking I’m being watched/ surveillanced * Thinking people are secretly laughing or talking about me pls advice? x
Competitive mental health
Depression Support / by amiableHuman8130
Last post
 April 22nd
...See more I have clinical depression, general anxiety, panic disorder, and PTSD. And I know that mental health/illness tends to be competitive it always have been that way for me as well, but I am struggling at the moment and for a while when people bring up their experience (and I never say anything cause of course I know they are trying to be nice) but it makes me feel like I’m not bad enough and I can / need to get worse. and when people say oh so and so was about to jump off a bridge it was so serious or talk about “serious” mental illness like bipolar makes me feel like they are taking a dig out of me even though I kinda know they aren’t it triggers me stupidly and makes me wanna do something to make people see me. i have od’ed before but it didn’t work and i didn’t even get sick so i think people don’t take me seriously. Pls help
Help with feeling unloveable
Anxiety Support / by amiableHuman8130
Last post
 April 19th
...See more I’m assuming it’s anxiety and I know it’s probably in my head but how can I convince myself of that when the people around me including the people I live with (I’m in foster care) act like they wouldn’t give a shite if I die. im tired of always having to initiate things to get any type of love back, things like a hug or saying I love you. and it’s not like they struggle with that or they  are uncomfortable I’ve lived there a year now and they used to initiate it and they are nice but it feels like they are getting tired of me. what can I do
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