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amiableFig7651
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Trying to change myself one day at a time! Love myself!! XD!



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How to relax my desperation which causes me so much anxiety?
Anxiety Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 March 25th
...See more Hi all, so hear me out cause this might be pretty weird but I guess I am not the only one feeling it. So, I have an issue which I get too attached to girls, pretty quickly. Like, not the stalker kind not that, but in my mind, if I see a pretty girl I get so anxious and I cook so many stories, I am almost lost in it. I get too attach to girl, even she is stand 10 meters from me doesn't matter, if I like her, I am thinking about her. Now this might sound silly or not a major issue, but its getting out of hand. Today, I was out for some work, and there was this girl in line ahead, pretty yes, but I am now in my head thinking how my life will look with her together, until she left and suddenly I am left with a void. I felt hurt, I told myself, she didn't matter anyway, but I felt I just get too lost and anxiety takes me over, then I couldn't hold it any more I cried. This desperation has led me to go into porn addiction and some activities I should have avoided in life. This is older than porn addiction too, and because of this unrequired attachment I feel fear talking to girls, especially now, because I standing there thinking how do I flirt or propose, instead trying to understand this person. I am really figuring out myself right now, its weird but I think it can be solved, any advise, help would be welcomed!
Struggling to cope with masturbation habit
Addiction Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 June 5th, 2023
...See more (Earlier post got accidentally posted) Its been some weeks I haven't consumed porn content. Though I do admit, I have masturbated without porn, because the anxiety became so much, I had to relieve myself. I guess this happens when you haven't relapsed for 3 weeks and then you do, your body just wants that. Its extremely hard to resist it. So, I decided I'll don't watch porn to relieve, I'll do it without it. So I have never counted them as a relapse, because I am really fighting porn addiction first. Though I admit, I watched today, for good 1 or 2 hours, didn't relapsed, but I feel bad for going there. I felt like watching it, may let go of this anxiety I am feeling, but no, wrong idea. It relaxes you for a while, but later, your mind wants that. Here is a catch and quite interesting. It's not my mind which wants it, now that I have watched it, it does, but really is my body, which is seeking satisfaction. I may have accumulated a lot of stress in my body and its want to find relief. I am seeking for physical connection now. Like I want things for real, not what porn serves me. I want to make real connection, real sexual connect too. For that, I guess, I have made a masturbation habit, I don't need porn now to excite me, my mind is enough for that. I feel urges and want to just stroke to relax it. I don't know how many of you connect with this, but I hope someone does. I want to get out of this habit and be more involve in other aspects of my life, rather than being in porn world.
I want to release my sexual thoughts by writing sex stories, is it okay?
Addiction Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 May 27th, 2023
...See more I feel I keep living with my fantasies which I ma not going to work on, but I feel guilty for even having such thoughts. How could I? I blame myself too much. I feel like if I express these desires in a sex story, I maybe able to let them out of my system. What do you think? Will it work or it's a bad idea?
Fighting for over 3 weeks, it gets harder from here
Addiction Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 May 22nd, 2023
...See more After doing well for 3 weeks, its getting harder as as the anxiety to watch porn has increased. I am part responsible too as sometime in order to find relief I did try to watch. I t did curb it for the while but it came back next day. The longing increases and I didn't realise how much I have become attached to it that it hurts to leave it. But I am committed and will stay this way, I need this. Does anyone have advise as to what should I do in order to make myself feel good.
Fighting for over 3 weeks, it gets harder from here
Addiction Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 May 20th, 2023
...See more As much as I feel and try to stop myself from watching porn, I am finding ways to watch them. The anxiety to watch porn is very hard and I am going back to it. I have fought well till now, but the desire is so much. It gets harder from here as you go away the longing to watch it increases more. Though not compulsive but the desire is coming there. Porn has been the root cause of several issues for me, does anyone have good advise as to how tackle it well?
Porn addiction for last 3 years, how do i stop?
Addiction Support / by amiableFig7651
Last post
 January 30th, 2022
...See more I have been watching porno since 6th class, but started to get addicted to it from last 3 years as i was feeling so low in life that it gave me immense pleasure. From there on i have been consuming it a lot, and from anywhere i can find. Online, reddit, telegram, dark web(yes, i went there too had horrible experience) and maybe somewhere else too. I don't do smoking, weed or any other thing but porn is my only addiction but it's the addiction which have completely destroyed me. 2021 will go down as the 'Year of Porn' for me. I have watched more porn last year than in my entire life. I have gone tired, my mind is tired, I have no motivation to do stuff, I feel like staying alone. I have started to avoid people because of this. People try to come close to me and I keep avoiding them, and I forceful push them away. I feel so sad to do that. I failed at love life, tried hard so many times, but no girl liked me the way i wished only got friendzoned or rejected. I need to stop it now. Like really and seriously, I have come to realise that it won't happen overnight, but how do I start, how do I get away from it because by one way or the other I find a way to watch it. Especially if I have stopped for a while and watch it, then I continue fap streak for months!! I need help guys, seriously, I want to change! A advise and help will help a lot. Thank You.
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