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amiableClementine8160
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I'm scared, to the point i want to end myself.
Student Support / by amiableClementine8160
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...See more Problem is, i never tried to do anything, and i did good at highschool. Aced every test with no effort at all.  Time passes, i got into the top private uni, and when i decided to take computer science as my degree, i always felt this imposter syndrome, everytime i enter the class. I distanced and closed myself from everyone in class, and i can't hold it anymore. I always thought that I'm the dumbest in class, and i didn't do well with my grades, so i dropped out. And now I'm afraid of choosing my major and scared of the future.  I always thought that my bad grades maybe have something to do with my mental health at that time, where i have imposter syndrome everytime, like i just don't belong. And now, i must soon choose a major to enroll to uni again, but im scared as ***. Im scared of choosing a wrong major again. What if i fail again?? Just how much of my parent's money and time i have spent for my mistakes. I don't want to dissapoint them again.  All i want is just to graduate and go back to my hometown, and help my family's bussiness.
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