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ambitiousOrange2776
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Trying to recover from eating disorders while learning to love myself. *vibing to music*
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Bad stomach ace
Eating Disorder Support / by ambitiousOrange2776
Last post
 June 18th, 2021
...See more Hi everyone! I had anorexia which turned into BED and bulimia for a short period of time. For the past 6 months I regulary have very bad stomach ace. Mostly after a binge ,but sometimes not. Unfortunately, because of the pain I eat , but it gets worse because I eat and the cycle just continues. Has someone experiencing/experienced this? If yes, there is something that helped?
I have a hard time eating
Eating Disorder Support / by ambitiousOrange2776
Last post
 May 4th, 2021
...See more Hi everybody! So, about myself: I am 17 years old and I think I have an eating disorder. 2 years ago I had anorexia and it looked like I can recover, but it turned into BED and for a while into bulimia. For the past 6 months I am having a binging period. Now I don't binge every day as I used to, but I do it several days a week. Today I started to get the urge and it was very hard, but I overcame it with working out. I have just eaten lunch and had a very hard time getting myself to eat. I often get very guilty and don't eat, even if I am very hungry, but I know that that is the reason I binge later. So I ate, but I still feel very guilty and can't overcome this feeling.
Hi I am Lara
Eating Disorder Support / by ambitiousOrange2776
Last post
 April 29th, 2021
...See more I am 17 years old nad I struggle with food for almost 3 years. It all started in 8th grade when I stopped growing. As a child I had always been skinny because I am tall and I was active. When I had stopped growing my shape changed and became a little bit bigger. In biology we learned about calories and I decided to lose like [edited by Anomalia for weight specifics] kgs. It was going great for 3 months. I had reached my goal weight but I wanted to lose more and more. I started to skip breakfast and lunch. Everyone noticed that I had lost weight and it encouraged me to keep going. In the summer I was working out several hours a day and eating very little( i don't want to mention calories) . I would stay up late so I would not have to have breakfast and so on. My family and friends started to tell me to eat and that I am too skinny. When I would go out with my friends I would tell them that I have already eaten and my family that I will eat them. When we had gone back to school everyone was bothering me to eat and asking me why I am this skinny. But the turning point was when I fainted in the mall. I started to eat more because I wanted them to leave me alone and I wanted to get my period back. But I couldn't stop. I had terrible binges and I couldn't stop after my weight had restored. Covid came and it got even worse in the first lockdown. I had terrible binges and I felt like that I don't have anything to enjoy in life. In the summer I started to purge after binges and I mantained my weight. It went like that until last november. We got into second lockdown and i decided to count calories again and started to working out again. I had lost 5kgs but I was starving myself again. Now I have binges again and I feel so miserable. I want to get help but i don't know how to tell this to my family. In the other hand I don't think I am sick enough.
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