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allihaveknownishurt
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On the Edge
Journals & Diaries / by allihaveknownishurt
Last post
 April 2nd, 2022
...See more im losing my mind my mom doesnt accept me my brother is annoying I have been diagnosed with schizoaffective, depression, anxiety, ADHD, and i hate myself so much i just got out of the mental hospital for trying to unalive myself and i hurt my friends by doing that im just a bad person i hurt everyone im stupid i want to punch my brother i hate him so much and my mom tries to shove this god garbage down my throat and that just pushes me closer to the edge right now im thinking of that one tiktok that says im so close to finding the nearest brige and seeing if i can fly if i can great if not even better i just want to scream
Venting
Journals & Diaries / by allihaveknownishurt
Last post
 April 1st, 2022
...See more Trigger warning: im so tired of everything. i just got out of the mental hospital for suicide attempt and i feel like i was happier in there than i am out here living with my abusive mom. nothing i do is ever good enough i am just a mistake. i barely sleep anymore and when i do i have such horrible nightmares. i cant talk to my best friend cause my mom hates her. and i cant listen to music cause my mom want me to play my music out loud and then she hates my music. i cant write how i feel cause if my mom finds it she'll be mad. another thing, I'm pansexual and my mom doesn't know and I'm scared to tell her and i am sure if she finds out she will disown me. i also like dressing up like a boy more than like a girl but she doesn't approve of that. i wrote a rap that i hope she doesn't find about all the hell she has put me through she is the reason i want to be dead.
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