I was born with a sister two years older than me. I have a learning disorder, and speech disorder, and didnt have many friends growing up. My parents would fight, and than they got divorced, and I was always moving. so I had to make new friends. When I was 19 I got beat up very badly because I was upset that a friend was cheating on his wife, and I had experienced that also, and so he hit me with brass knuckles, about a dozen times against the asphault while my head bounced off each time. I was close to the hospital, and got a bunch of stitches, and stables in my head, and I was passed out for 3 day straight. I had 7,000 dollars in medical bills so I filled bankruptcy, and than when I turned about 23 I had a psychotic episode, and I kept thinking these men were trying to rape this girl. so I tried to stop it, and so they beat me up. this happened 3 different times, and I was at this house, and they finally told me to leave in the middle of the night. so I did, and I walked, and barely made it to my old roommate's house, all beat up, and than my parents took me to hospital, and I spent 5 months in the mental hospital, and was diagnosed with Paranoid schizophrenia, anxiety,and depression. which from what I was told was a lot better than most, but than when I was 38. I switched schizophrenic meds, and this pill I took made me very hot for several hours, and I couldn't sit still. it was the worst thing I had experienced, and my doctor was on vacation. so it took me a couple weeks to get off it, and than I was having chest pains so I went to the hospital, and they said I had a panic attack, and so I think that medicine made I was taking made me have panic attacks. So I will wake up in the middle of the night sweating, and have a panic attack, but a week ago I finally got over the panic attacks from heat, and now I have them without that issue.