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adaptablePear1395
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I know I'm not alone, but I still feel alone
Grief & Loss / by adaptablePear1395
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 2 days ago
...See more The tightness in chest won't disappear. The whole in heart cant be filled. The jelousy and unfair feelings are cruel but are my truth. I carried you such a short time but you will always be in my mind. I never heard you heart and only saw a blip of you on the scan. I lost you weeks before we actually knew you'd left us. The happiness I had before seems like a dream. A happiness I'd never felt before. And want to have again more than anything is this world. I'm going through the motions. And then i have these moments where im overwelmed by my emotions. I just want everything to be okay again. But how do I move on I feel like moving on is like saying goodbye I don't want to say goodbye   So empty so lost. I should be putting your cott together and collecting up all the things you'll need. Preparing to bring you into this world. But instead i cry. For you for me for your dad for everything that should of been.   It's so hard to not think about what should of been. I wish I could just be okay and not feel like my heart is being ripped apart when I think of you.   One day.
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