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adaptableJackfruit1357
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Being my own favorite person
Personality Disorders Support / by adaptableJackfruit1357
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 May 22nd, 2021
...See more I am getting very tired from obsessively worrying over how my fp perceives me. I constantly worry how he may determine who I will be, how I will feel, and what I should do with my life, even with the smallest glance, comment, or gesture. I feel deep-seated insecurity that he will leave me if I make the wrong decisions (eg outfits, goals, meals, social decisions, time management, etc.) - even if it’s a teensy oversight or relatively small poor choice. It feels humiliating and makes me angry to live this way. I hate this powerless feeling. I had this thought that I should focus more on myself and learn to be my own fp. Interested to know if anyone else here has experience in taking this kind of mental and behavioral leap.
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