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Zyxwvut
15,318 M Progress Road 1
PathStep 47 Compassion hearts416 Forum posts8 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2023 Member sinceJuly 16, 2018
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How do you know
Relationship Stress / by Zyxwvut
Last post
 January 3rd, 2023
...See more How do you know if a relationship is healthy? When you realize a relationship is unhealthy what do you do ? Is a lack of productive communication a deal breaker ?
I don’t know
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Zyxwvut
Last post
 January 25th, 2021
...See more . Well . Hi . I’m an adult woman . Engaged to a man . But I think I’m a lesbian . I’ve identified as bisexual since I was 11 . But I’m starting to think it might have been a coping mechanism for some of the stuff I was going through . I can appreciate a male body . But not in the same way . I see it and think “ oh that’s society’s standards of attractive good for him “ but when I look at a woman it’s more of an awe inspiring undeniable beauty. I love my fiancé . More than I’ve ever loved anyone. He’s my best friend . We’ve been together for nearly 5 years . He’s aware I like girls but I don’t know how to tell him I think I only like girls . I’ve been telling him I’m confused and unsure and he just rolls with it . We have “ invited “ a few girls in and he says it’s fine as long as he’s there . But then we focus on eachother and he feels left out . He wants to find a girl who would be interested in both of us but I just don’t think that would work . I’ve mentioned polyamory and that’s a no though I technically have a girlfriend he knows about? I’m confused. He’s probably confused. What should I do ?
Trying
Self-Harm Recovery / by Zyxwvut
Last post
 January 20th, 2021
...See more I try to keep myself under control . But at night when I’m alone it’s all I think about. I just want to feel okay enough to sleep . And I know if I do it I’ll upset my boyfriend . I just need to feel okay . So instead I’ll lay here feeling like my body is on fire and my brain is about to explode. And when he wakes up tomorrow and is upset I was up all night I will just tell him I was playing a game . There’s no reason to upset him .I’ll just do this every night . How hard can it be right ? Just don’t get up . Don’t look in the direction of anything sharp . Don’t start crying and if you do keep it quiet enough you won’t disturb anyone . If your throat burns it means it’s working . No need to spread the misery when it can so easily be contained by choking on your own pain . And that will work just fine until you gag and regurgitate every word that ever hurt you . Now you’re apologizing for feeling and apologizing for being . At least you’re trying though .
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