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Xxmisunderstoodxx
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Sexually Abused by older boy
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 February 23rd, 2015
...See more so a couple months back I was sexually abused by a boy who was 2 years older than me and he was WAY taller than me and he I had no privacy, he touched, felt, saw, etc everything that was a part of me. It went on for 2 months and I couldn't do anything to stop it. I felt helpless. I started cutting myself, burning myself, attempting suicide because it got too much for me. I hated myself. I cried myself to sleep every night. I developed an eating disorder and refused to eat anything and when I did eat I threw up. He finally stopped but I still feel horrible and I feel responsible and helpless. I feel so alone and worthless. If I didn't wear a baggy hoodie everyday maybe it wouldn't have happened. Maybe. I really don't know. 
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