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WorryFlurry
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I feel trapped, Please Help
Anxiety Support / by WorryFlurry
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March 24th, 2018
...See more I have been dealing with anxiety my whole life, but over the last 5 years it has become increasingly worse and it's affecting my current relationship pretty bad. He is my 6th boyfriend(ADHD); my 1st one abused me physically and mentally for 9months (bipolar and scizophrenic) , my 2nd one abused me mentally/neglected me for 2 years, 3rd abused me physically/mentally and stole $3000 as well as he almost killed my cat and almost destroyed my identity (ADHD), 4th one used me for sex and destroyed our friendship, and the 5th one was very dependent but when I broke up with him he hit me (ADHD). My current boyfriend has been the best one I've had, he does have ADHD and anger management issues but he is extremely against putting hands on a woman. We've been together for 14months, but the 2nd half of our first year I accused him of cheating for 6months when he wasn't because of a small breach of trust and I haven't been able to get that trust back. He hasn't done anything to warrant me being that anxiety ridden. He resents what my anxiety has caused so far and the last 3months I've been working harder not to do certain things because they would just cause problems. When my anxiety gets out of hand he'll get really frustrated and yell at me. Even my Therapist tells me I have no need to be anxious because she has no doubt in her mind that he loves and cares about me so much, but he did tell me on Monday that if it continues to be bad he can't do it anymore.
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