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Wifidazze
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Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Wifidazze
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 April 10th, 2023
...See more I learnt last month which I knew for a long time as in years worth I have dissociative personality disorder and I have schizoaffective depression. Hallucinations sucks even with meds and many people in my mind masking is pressuring and exhausting I wish I had my own body
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Just a minor rant
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Wifidazze
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 March 24th, 2023
...See more Just a minor rant of self while waiting for 7cups listener:I got too tired of my hallucinations and dissociative eps that aniexty been high that I slept aot throughout the day even with the alarms on, snoozed buttoned them all I forgot to go to my therapist on time by telehealth even though I made sure I took meds. That was the only energy I had for today and I emailed my therapist, going to call the office to check what's the payment plan for missing it once, make a reschedule for a time I'm used to having Scizoeffective depression, dissociative personality disorder
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Updates about broken relationship siblings
Group Support / by Wifidazze
Last post
 March 15th, 2023
...See more Today I found out that my sibling isn't visiting for a month, their visiting for five days with me +cause obligated over my food addiction relaspe from dad demands and her last minute news was given to me because of the memory that she had impression was a bad event between us so I lied that I was just busy Truth:I don't remember anything. I lost majority of my memories So anything not 2023 January 24th is gone.2018 only crisis house memories. So I negotiated about them for staying with me cause of their budget from visiting me to two weeks with other family members for helping more untill they get the right people in their lives (waiting list.) I know I don't have a relationship as siblings with them. I know it must've been broken for too long to keep barely a conversation without fighting for little to no reason.
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Rantings about broken sibling relationships
Group Support / by Wifidazze
Last post
 March 12th, 2023
...See more So I have a sibling whose in my relationship with us beyond broken because of repeated trauma and stuff from explanations and clarifications leads only to arguments not communicative from differences of language (we both speak in English like dbt language or other specific of CBT behavior clumsily. Short story:I have tried to give everything resourceful about visiting in the future June for the weekend because of a crisis housing I'm going to be in April,I have withheld too long for trying to find all the other options for help and none was able to be in the Route I needed to be asap and the crisis house has been full till April. My sibling has been getting the impression that I'm more happily obligated and lying about how much I want to bond with them on the weekends and visiting rules is confusing and doubting themselves about visitinf at all. I' been having the impression since day 1 from dad that my sibling is obligated to visit me whether I'm in treatment or not because I'm their sibling and I'm going to live with them eventually. No visit is going to make a difference. All I could was take my accountability in the situation, give consent to the boss of the crisis house for them to call them back and wait for results Emailed my therapist in a big detailed rant about how much I wish to tell them I don't care about their visit and that this is just forced because of dad not because they want to and nothing of a bond will work overnight and I won't start having my hopes up on change. What helps you from these thoughts about doom thinking
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Hello from Hawaii
Around the World / by Wifidazze
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 October 7th, 2023
...See more How's everyone
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Friendship from USA area
Around the World / by Wifidazze
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 March 2nd, 2023
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