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Life's journey isn't straight or easy but wherever I stumble I'll get back up and look forward to the challenges ahead.
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I can't do it
Self-Harm Recovery / by W4nderingsoul
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 September 2nd, 2019
...See more I have a special box for SI. I haven't needed it for months, actually almost a year. It's been hidden and I went to it, I don't know why but as soon as I opened it I had strong urges. I've never mentioned my SH to my therapist before, the urges were intense and so I disclosed. My therapist was concerned and made a request, to throw the box away. I didn't give a definite answer, only that I'd consider it. Now all I do is go through my box, it scares me, thinking about throwing everything away. I don't intend to use anything but somehow it's like my safety blanket. I don't know, I just know right now I can't do it, I can't throw it away. I'm wondering if anyone else has been in a similar situation and if it worked out alright for them and what things helped them transition to maybe a better and safer place?
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