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VoidyBlep
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PathStep 45 Compassion hearts984 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2024 Member sinceApril 14, 2021
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You can call me Voidy or Blep - I'm just a girl living with borderline personality, panic disorder, anxiety and dysthymia.

😺💗Rest in peace, my girl. Until we meet again💗😺









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Voidy's Diary
Journals & Diaries / by VoidyBlep
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February 28th, 2022
...See more ((Replies welcome:3)) Hi, I have borderline, dysthymia, panic disorder and anxiety. Every day I struggle in one way or another, whether that be full on breakdowns or bodily tremors and anxiety tics (twitches? I don't know the right term) I struggle heavily with an almost possessive need to be with and around my partner, but going there is also very exhausting because it takes planning and preparation to venture outside. I have a strict schedule to adhere to, that ultimately gets altered anytime I feel it's too overwhelming. I don't often get to come on here, but when I do I find Mindfulness the safest place for my mind, and I hope this thread will help too. I have a physical diary, for the extremely personal bits and noting things down to mention to people who need to know. But I also need this extra space As of rn (17/02/22) I'm also physically ill. And while a headcold is pretty easy to handle, I'm also struggling with stomach issues due to bad eating habits, and onsets of chest infection and tonsillitis too. This, on top of all the other things I'm dealing with (That I simply don't have the energy to write about right now), are squeezing me and squishing me back into my little hole in the ground, metaphorically ofc. I'm tired. I'm in the UK and I have a 'Talking Changes' assessment on 19th, I'm hoping they can help because I was recently discharged from counselling, and the institute I used to be an outpatient at won't take me back. I guess that's all for today.
Euphoria 'Episodes', Your thoughts?
Personality Disorders Support / by VoidyBlep
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January 20th, 2022
...See more Hey all, I guess I've never posted here before. Nice to meetcha! I was wondering, those who experience it, those hyper/euphoric periods we sometimes get. When everything is perfect, you feel beautiful, you wanna do absolutely EVERYTHING. How does that feel for you? Do you know it's coming? Do you know when you're crashing? I'm pretty high-functioning and overly-aware of myself sometimes, so I can feel everything. Is anyone the same as me, maybe?
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