In the past two years I've had three traumatic experiences happen, then I reunite with an amazing man from my past but I have since been diagnosed as bi-polar and manic depressant with anxiety as well and it is driving him away. I have just gotten on meds and am trying my hardest in therapy, but it may be too late to save this relationship. I have come to accept my mental illness now , just taking it a day at a time...I finally see a little Ray of light at the end of the tunnel for me....I hope...