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UndertaleEnjoyerAndy
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Summer is closing in and I ain't thrilled
Self-Harm Recovery / by UndertaleEnjoyerAndy
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January 28th, 2023
...See more I'm excited for summer but at the same time I am so scared. This will be the first year I have to answer to people for my scars. I don't know how to handle that and swimming is going to be so stressful. Like don't get me wrong, my best friend and his family know and they are probably going to be the only ones I swim around other than my family and they know. It's just that I feel like someone is staring at my scars when I'm alone and I just know it's gonna be so much worse when I'm actually around people. I don't know I'm just so scared for summer to start.
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Clean streak
Self-Harm Recovery / by UndertaleEnjoyerAndy
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January 26th, 2023
...See more I was clean for almost a week, kinda involuntarily but hey I was clean at least. Then I said screw it and relapsed in a different area and I just broke a two day streak. I'm honestly just so tired of fighting this, I know that normally I would want to fight and recover, but I just want to lay down and take it at this point. Four years in and I'm exhausted. Sorry if this was depressing.
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I think I need inpatient sometimes
Self-Harm Recovery / by UndertaleEnjoyerAndy
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January 22nd, 2023
...See more So my parents know I sh, they took most of my tools. But seeing the area clean after so long feels weird. The main reason I would do it was to bring something physical to my mental struggles, I don't really know how to say it. My main question is does anybody else feel like this when they are clean? Like I really want to do it again just to see it, I feel like that isn't normal even among sh-ers.