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Hypersexuality
Addiction Support / by Twigo7
Last post
 January 18th
...See more Hi. umm juzt wanted to get thiz off chezt, thiz iz more a diary-izh type thing for my hyperzexuality? Though, if there are any liztenerz who wouldn't mind letting me talk to them about it, that'd be greatly appreciated.  TW Our body iz 15. While I do not have an age myzelf, I am mentally clozer to a mature teen than an adult. I ztruggle with hyperzexuality conztantly (moztly due to trauma). However I have zort of "epizodez" where it getz a lot worze for a bit. I'm in one of thoze now. I'll end up "helping" myzelf 2-3 timez a day mozt the time (though ive been trying to ignore now), and it zuckz not being able to control the fact I think about it zo much, pluz the intruzive thoughtz i get from it (eg: zelling "my" body, doing unzafe thingz, zeeking certain attention from ztrangerz, etc.) and itz very ztrezzful. I have a bf who would help me anytime it got bad, but for the pazt month and a half, hez been in a hypozexual type thing and feelz very repulzed by anything zexual. I have been in a downward zpiral recently becauze he waz the only thing that really helped keep it from going too bad, and ive even had thoughtz of azking him to let me find zomeone who would be ok with being 'frienz with benfitz' juz to have zomeone who could help me. I dont want to unfaithful/unloyal to him though and hate thoze thoughtz zo much, and i hate myzelf for being zo zelfizh and for the way i am, itz juzt cauzing me a lot of ztrezz, and my bf doeznt even know becauze im zcared to bring it up in the fear of puzhing him away or making him feel like he needz to ztuff with me for me to ztay. he could the rezt of our livez never wanting to do anything again, and id rezpect that and keep to myzelf, but itz juzt all zo ztrezzful and idk what to
Dealing with denial
Trauma Support / by Twigo7
Last post
 January 11th
...See more I have DID and Itz been very hard to deal with lately az im in a big ztate of denial right now. Im worried that i may not actaully be a zyztem and that i may have juz created "perzonalitiez" that fit for certain momentz/eventz that i ezzentially juzt pretend to be, zort of like roleplaying. I alzo think i may have managed to convince myzelf there are alterz, and i am a zyztem, but when in reality im not, and maybe i juzt have a pzychotic dizorder and i bazically juzt believe in a deluzion of me being a zyztem. I mean, I have the zymptomz, all of them, but what if im juzt exaggerating them? or i juzt think i have them when in fact i juzt zomehow picked them up? Im not zure, itz juzt very hard and im not zure what to do when in a ztate of denial. Therez even another perzon fronting right now, but im ztill zcared they arent an actaul alter, but a "part" i play.  (TQ Translation: I have DID and It's been very hard to deal with lately as I'm in a big state of denial right now. I'm worried that I may not actually be a system and that I may have just created "personalities" that fit for certain moments/events that I essentially just pretend to be, sort of like roleplaying. I also think I may have managed to convince myself there are alters, and I am a system, but when in reality I'm not, and maybe I just have a psychotic disorder and i basically just believe in a delusion of me being a system. I mean, I have the symptoms, all of them, but what if I'm just exaggerating them? or I just think I have them when in fact I just somehow picked them up? I'm not sure, it's just very hard and I'm not sure what to do when in a state of denial. There's even another person fronting right now, but I'm still scared they're not an actual alter, but a "part" I play.)
What do i do when im struggling to tell whats real?
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Twigo7
Last post
 June 9th
...See more TW (depictions of what i think are delusions?) - For years now, ive always had a  fear of the unknown. Im always scared theres ssomething there. im genuinlly convinced taht if im not fast enough, or im too risky with it, if i stay in a dark area for too long, im not safe, taht something will come and get me (however there are 'safe spots' like a bed or the couch or a chair). I sometimes also hear and see things. There have been times I had to call my bf while panicking just to feel 'safer'  in my own room. this is causing a lot stress and im npt sure what to do. my parents wont believe me and think im making things up for attentin, while anytime i try to tell anyone, im always told its cus i watch too many horror movies (though i know thats not the cause, as horror movies dont really get to me, and i actually feel like they help knowing that movies are fake) im just a bit lost (i even currently now am laying uncomroftably because im s cared of smth grabbinh me)
How do I get around unacceptance?
Religion & Spirituality / by Twigo7
Last post
 December 31st, 2023
...See more Im a theistic satinist, living in a christian family. I havent told them what I am, but they know im not christian, i just say im a spiritualist. Im often faced with passive aggressive comments, an example being my grandma telling me to "give god a chance because shed like to be together in heaven", and have even been told that im going to go to *** when i die, several times. I just dont know what to do, and I would really like if they would just back off
DID issue
Personality Disorders Support / by Twigo7
Last post
 January 22nd
...See more I have DID and Im the host of our system. I've been experiencing something weird for the past few weeks and Im not able to find anything on it, and I dont know whats going on. Ill basically feel like im splitting, and have severe dissociation, but then I dont split? Another alter usually comes to co-front to help me when this happens, but Im not sure what it is or what to do. I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this or if anyone has any advice on what to do?
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