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Trigs
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PathStep 31 Compassion hearts18 Forum posts5 Forum upvotes9 Current upvotes9 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2019 Member sinceSeptember 4, 2015
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Just another person in this barren yet beautiful world.
I like all things anime, videogames and Sci fi stories.
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What am I supposed to be?
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Trigs
Last post
 September 3rd, 2019
...See more Its interesting how I'm already an adult but have worries of a teen. Then again I have some symptoms of puberty like mood swings and pimples so maybe it was just a delayed growth? Haha. I love romances and love stories, and I'm somewhat jealous of those who have them. I have difficulty showing affection and I don't talk with anyone really so maybe it's not really necessary for now. My life is a bit of a mess right now so I always put those thoughts in the back, not seeking anyone nor being interested in anyone. Thing is that I still feel impulses and arousal which bothers me to no end. Like, I would really like to shut these off but I learned that I can't control my body as I want to. Perhaps I needed some release of tension as they say but the thing is... I don't really feel anything. Like, I jumped some steps in a relationship in order to get that release that people seek and media have it in their stories (even though I don't like seeing that and always skip those sections). So it's a very weird state of having impulses but not really wanting to "do it" with anyone. I don't really feel sexually attracted to anyone, but feel arousal still. Not to the point of wanting an intercourse but... I don't know this makes no sense. So at the risk of sounding boring with a long text, and risking posting in the wrong thread since I don't know what this is, I want to ask someone to help me figure out what this is. Maybe it had a name all this time and I don't know yet.
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