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Hurricane Helene
General Support / by Toffo
Last post
 October 3rd
...See more For those who don’t know, Hurricane Helene made landfall Thursday night and has washed away Asheville and Boone, NC as well as Eastern TN (and some parts of SC). Some smaller towns literally are nonexistent now and everything that was once that town is now in a lake debris. This means major electrical issues, shortage of food and water, basic supplies etc. Unlike Florida, Alabama, and Georgia, these places are fish bowls because of the mountains and are not built to handle hurricanes. The storm has also broken numerous of records across NC and SC that have stood for over a century. Currently, this is estimated to be one of the most expensive hurricanes in modern history, costing well over 150 billion dollars as of right now and has claimed the life of 160+ people as of right now. It’s currently also the deadliest hurricane to have affected SC.  And I’m really not ok. I got lucky to very minimal damage to property and other people are destroyed. Driving west by 20 minutes, you see total destruction to everything, and it’s unlivable now. 40 minutes away is apocalyptic and it will stay like that for many months to come as the locations try to rebuild the area.  Emotionally, I feel guilt, mad, angry, sadness, and all around just a mess knowing a lot of things are gone. Some favorite trails are washed away, some friends are now homeless because their houses were destroyed in mudslides, the lake I go to every summer to go boating with family is now filled with debris because all the wood and almost all the buildings are now in the lake.  Im mad that a lot of people have it worse and Im upset. 60% of my area is still without power and no clean up to dreams have begun. While the city is saying that “all roads are cleared”, it’s an actual lie. A lot of roads are still blocked with trees. I feel selfish that I’m mad about how i haven’t had a hot meal in 6 days while other people are dead, homeless, displaced, and suffering. It’s crazy how such a close distance but so much different effects were made.  Im also mad at the local universities.. and Im aware this was an issue in other areas. One college held a game saturday night, and they allowed visitors meaning they were tailgating by taking all the gas, food, ice, water, and causing major traffic. It got so bad that the people.. who yk were just hit by a hurricane, didn’t have basic supplies to get for their families.  I also wish i could do more to support WNC and ETN, and it pains me that I can’t do more.  And part of me feels bad all around that I can’t change anything about this.  None of this area in SC, NC, and TN.. 400-500 miles away should have been slammed with an almost cat 1 hurricane… It shouldn’t have happened this way. The storm broke multiple flood records by a lot. ..  All of this.. really really sucks. 
school problems suck
Disability Support / by Toffo
Last post
 October 6th, 2023
...See more Let’s see. my last week in a recap Thursday: I melted down in english cause I was upset with myself and started freaking out that my life plans were working in the way i planned them to, and something changed. And I scratched myself until blood cause I was just that upset. It wasn’t self harm and more so something to do with my hands Friday: My teacher gets upset that me and some kid didn’t help someone else and get upset cause i don’t understand what i did wrong. if he didn’t ask for the help why should we give it. I meltdown and a school para is called to deal with me till I calmed down Monday (10/3/23): My 3rd period is screaming for 20 minutes and i couldn’t take it so i screamed at the top of my lungs for everyone to shut the *f word* up. and then i ran out of the classroom Lets just say it’s been an amazing school week 🙄
Relationships..
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Toffo
Last post
 July 4th
...See more I am in relationship with someone and.. Idk I like them, I really do, we went in a date saturday and we had a good time, and we are going out again But.. he’s also talked about sex in the relationship and that’s not something i wabt like in anyway i don’t want to just do it to keep a relationship but i don’t want to lose them, i’m stuck in the uncomfy position of I have to kind of its like.. ughhh i hate being ace
Toffos Diary
Journals & Diaries / by Toffo
Last post
 August 6th, 2023
...See more I see a lot of other people have one of these so I guess I wanna make one too and have a place to put down my problems TW: a lot of stuff. You’ve been warned My problems are tiny to a lot of people here but Idk. School starts on tuesday and I’m scared. Freshmen year was rough for me. I had meltdowns almost everyday, no friends, people making fun of me, I’m more of a loner than the loners. Even the special ed kids have more kids to talk to then me. Even the mentally i’ll kids don’t want me in there group I feel alone. Any social event I go to is because of my twin. and it’s stupid i feel this alone and i’m abusing xanax I guess. I sneak it out of my moms room sometimes. And i’ve been drinking a lot and i purged the last few days cause i haven’t been feeling good physically for a while. I feel weak and tired and always sick to my stomach but mom and dad say i’m faking it and i feel broken
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