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TheComedianDreamer
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I wrote this today
General Support / by TheComedianDreamer
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 December 21st, 2023
...See more Does my brother know I love him? He doesn’t  But we both have trauma He knows it as much as he can Neither of us always know we are loved by people Doing this to us was wrong No one saved us  As stressed as it makes me to say it, We had people who helped us I get so stressed when I change my thinking, even to positive thinking  Autism And no one understands the trauma  I love getting hugged by the guy I love. [[[[ just a little edit here for the reader: I am now talking about my ex-boyfriend/current best friend and we love each other quite a bit ]]]] The hug feels like he understands something about the trauma  I feel he tries to understand the trauma Maybe he researches those books a lot because he wants to understand me My dog He was lucky  I was lucky to have my dog he always understood He didn’t always understand everything, but he always understood some An autism dog An autism service dog  An autism service dog without the training  Met me where I was Oh God, where I’d be if he never taught me animal social interactions. He’d taught me camels and hamsters and horses and dogs and moose. He taught me what I needed to master interacting with rats and mice and maybe cattle and taught me quite well about parrots and worms and fish and insects. This year, a bee visited my birthday party and acted quite politely. I love that she visited. I’m thankful for that guest. I received a gift in which I get to track a sea turtle. Welcome addition to my life. And so many other welcome additions. He had faith in me that I could learn. I was another species. People haven’t been so patient and meeting me where I am. Faith. Without him, I think I would’ve been far more traumatized by 13. He was the most levelheaded one in the house. He was sent by God.  The man I love was also sent by God.  I get scared he doesn’t know how much I appreciate him.  I trust his opinions so fast. It’s good for my mental health when he’s happy. He’s wiser than I am and he’s a year younger than I am and I’m unbelievably wise. He’s wiser and I’m wider. Ha! He’s wise.  Calmer, just for a second Mood instability. I have BPD But he’s wise, though. And I appreciate him extremely much.
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