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TheBOTE12907
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Why does life suck
Trauma Support / by TheBOTE12907
Last post
 August 22nd, 2023
...See more Hey yall, it's been a couple months since I've been on here but here I am. I am at an incredibly low point in life rn and I honestly I'm crazy numb. I feel absolutely lost in my life It all started about a month ago. Me and my mom were supposed to move. Bear in mine were at poverty line and my mom is on disability so we couldn't do it on our own. A family friend was supposed to help, but they ditched us. So we are still here, which has brought me down. We live in the slums, and even though it's nice house, in reality we live in a 2 room partment, wit ductape in the kitchen and mold and stuff everywhere. I feel like a bum, because it was so hard for me to deal wit a job. I got a job dis summer cuz (which that itself drained me, camp counseling 8 year olds) I thought we would be able to move, and I would have my own spending money lol but now that they ignored us I have to spend it on new school supplies takeouts food and other stuff. Not to mention even if we had the money, my mom is mentally and physically broken almost so she doesn't even have the strength. Whenever she trys to get me something wit her money I tell her to stop because I dont wanna take nothin feom nobody anymore. I am also thinking about trauma from my past, when I was much younger. I'm not happy, I don't smile anymore, and my resort to being happy is getting mad high. Wat do I do now. I want someone who had actually has experience wit what I'm talking about Whoever read this till the end, much love to you 🙏
Lockerroom jumped
Trauma Support / by TheBOTE12907
Last post
 June 4th, 2023
...See more hey guys, I'm Bote, and I'm a 16 year old male now in highschool. This is not a recent story, as this happened back when I was 12 in Middle School. It was in gym class, and I was in the class with all of the big scary sports people. Anyhow, they were all okay with me, and it was all okay, but it was the first year we were required to change in the lockerooms, and I was always uncomfortable changing in front of people because I felt really skinny and frail. On a fateful day, be and a friend of mine were talking about how we were going to play Dodgeville, which we never got to play. And then a kid (14) said he wanted to play with my t*ts afterward he got all up in my face and then stripped me down, and everyone saw it happen. He ran out, and as I was putting my clothes back on another dude (Also 14) walked over and starting touching me, which he poked my nipples. And finally another kid came over and stripped me down again and started yelling when he looked at my d*ck. Only the first kid got in trouble, as the other people were defended by the people in the locker room, telling me it never happened and that I was crazy. There was a whole dasa investigation, and my mom filed sexual assault charges, but nothing happened. For context I was the geeky small nice kid, and they were the towering basketball players, and they were the top athletes so of course they didn't get in trouble. There was also a bunch of other stuff but honestly it's no the point of this question. How should I seek closure from this?
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