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TenebrieltheDarkElf
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PathStep 124 Compassion hearts46 Forum posts43 Forum upvotes69 Current upvotes69 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2018 Member sinceFebruary 6, 2018
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I love to write poetry, mostly about finding myself and helping others but I have some darker ones that I don't share. (Normally about my deepest fears) Writing is my passion, and it is the only thing that keeps me walking on my endless road under gray skies. Lord of the Rings is my absolute favorite thing in the world, but it also makes me wonder if I'll ever create something that amazing. Dear Evan Hansen is a true inspiration, for getting through my life and for my writing. I am scared, broken, and lost, but I am no longer alone.
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To My Anxious Friends
Anxiety Support / by TenebrieltheDarkElf
Last post
 March 19th, 2018
...See more To my anxious friends: I know how hard it can be with anxiety. Many of you, like me, have an "overactive imagination", as one would put it. I think I've found a helpful way to harness that imagination and make it work with you. I present: the Movie/Video Game Soundtrack method. This method basically works off of the fact that movie/tv show/video game soundtracks are designed to help tell stories. You can use some from whichever movies and such that you like. Here are some of my recommendations: Need to feel calm or a little more happy? Listen to: Concerning Hobbits from the Lord of the Rings: the Fellowship of the Ring soundtrack or The Fellowship Reunited from the Lord of the Rings: the Return of the King soundtrack Walking somewhere and want to feel important/movtivated? Listen to: the Bridge of Khazad-Dûm from the Lord of the Rings: the Fellowship of the Ring soundtrack I find the Lord of the RIngs soundtracks to work the best since here is just an abundance of songs and most of them take place during battle scenes so they feel really empowering and are designed to make you super hyped up. I hope this helps someone! Sincerely, an anxious fangirl
Hopeless
Anxiety Support / by TenebrieltheDarkElf
Last post
 February 11th, 2018
...See more I try so hard to be hopeful, to see the light in a situation. But my skies have gotten so gray, and my road just stretches on forever. broken i am broken the shattered fragments of reality are strewn across my mind shoved haphazardly into the corner with my confidence my pride and my heart dying i am dying the world is so dull and colorless like the brightness seeped out long ago by my wet tears and the rain i disguised them with lost i am lost i search for myself on my endless road i fell apart once and the pieces of me were too mutilated to fit back together scared i am scared every time someone calls my name frozen where i stand shaking with the motion of an earthquake only i can feel while everyone is watching silent i am silent it is a weight i drag shackled to my ankles i swallowed the key to unlocking it and i meant to do it trapped i am trapped locked up inside my own head forced to watch as i drown myself in mistakes and self-loathing unable to stop any of it hateful i am hateful i keep a box full of words thrown at me accidental and purposeful i open it every day i look inside at all the ways people hate me and they mold with my own until i cannot tell what was planted in my mind and what i came up with on my own any advice on how to feel better? I can't seem to convince myself that i'm going to be okay. I wrote some encouraging poems earlier but my hope has run out.
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