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TenderPerson
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PathStep 4 Compassion hearts215 Forum posts69 Forum upvotes179 Current upvotes179 Age GroupTeen Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 27, 2024
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It would be cool if i could be friends with you <3

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I almost suffocated to death, and i want to give up
Depression Support / by TenderPerson
Last post
 November 27th
...See more I don't want to go into detail about how or why it happened, but it wasn't my fault or my actions, I don't have trouble breathing, but after experiencing it, it can't be described in words, there are no words to describe what it's like to feeling like you will die, it's total loneliness, a feeling of fear, a heavy sadness, unable to do anything, you try with all your might to breathe and each time you fall through, making sounds that frighten even yourself, you can't do anything about it, except for rushing back and forth, you can't call for help, your brain shuts down, all you think about is "breathe, I need to breathe" and there are so many people around, and no one not only does not want, not even can, does not see you, you are alone in your suffering, no one want to save you even if you trying your best to help other people, no one can save you except you. I had a lot of troubles in my life before, I grew up in a dysfunctional family, I went through bullying at school and through violence including, when I almost suffocated to death - It finished me off completely, the worst thing was not even to die, I don't care about death, the most terrible thing I felt was "I will die without knowing love from anyone in this world, even trying with all my might to get it from at least someone? Thats how i lived my life?" I'm not an unattractive guy or anything like that I have a lot of reasons to want something like that, on the contrary, I usually get along well with people, I have a lot of acquaintances, a few friends, everything works out well with girls, but I want to give up, I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to try to find happiness in every day, I didn't choose to be born, I was thrown into this world with no way to go back to nothingness, I am frightened and at the same time attracted by the thought that if I commit suicide, I will no longer have to experience pain, I will not have to fight it, I will not have to suffer from it, I won’t have to try to overcome myself anymore, I won’t have to be alone all the time with my depressive thoughts that only make my life worse. Parents will not understand, there is no way to me to contact a psychologist, I can tell my friends, but it doesn't make me feel better, I'm tired, I'd like to end it, if I had a choice, I'd choose not to be born at all, I'm writing this hoping that it will help me not to do something bad to myself, I've already been ready to finish it all a few times, there are still scars and fresh scratches, almost cuts on my right hand left over from the last time Im really sorry if my text ruined your mood, I'm just trying to do something about it 'cause I'm still weakly hoping I can go through it, but i almost ready to commit suicide, and this scares me. I still have many reasons why I want to do this, which I would not like to talk about. I apologize for the grammatical mistakes in the text, I don't feel very good physically and mentally now so this is the reason why my text can may not seem quite correctly composed. I understand I may not have enough reasons for depression, but right now im 16, and I'm not very experienced in life, so even problems like these can shake my state of health, thank you to everyone who read it, I will be glad to see absolutely any words of support under this post, it would mean much more than you can imagine for me.
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Hello everyone! Im newbie here and i looking for friends
Positivity & Gratitude / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 18th
...See more I will be happy to become your friend or just chat here! ❤️
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Hi everyone, please help me with advice
Motivation & Accountability / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 13th
...See more My school is 7:30 - 17:50-18:00 (including the way home and back to school) i love strength exercises, i usually train 3 times a week at home in the summer, but i dont really understand how to combine them with my school life, help me with advice, please, i would be very happy for any reply🙏❤️
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Please help me with time management
Depression Support / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 14th
...See more Only 7 Cups and strength training save me from depression, and because of school and exam preparation, i constantly miss them, i study at school from 7:20 to 17:50-18:00 5 days a week, i don't complain, but i just want to find an opportunity to train at least an hour 3 times a week without exhaustion, can anyone advise anything? I will be glad to any advice or reply ❤️
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I have really hard anxious about conflicts
Depression Support / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 14th
...See more There were a lot of conflicts in my life, all of them ended in the end either badly, or in no way, or well, I live in a not very safe city or country, there are a lot of people who may want to harm me just for who I am (my classmates, my father, etc.), it seems to me that one day I will fight to the death and it will most likely be very soon because I constantly face bullying from teachers, students, and so on, I can defend myself, I can hurt in return, and even very much, but because of this, I have constant anxiety that someone will definitely harm me, and most often it is justified by the school I went to, it is useless to talk to my parents about this, I just don't know who and where to turn to help, so I do it here 💔
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What raises your self-esteem? ❤️
Self-Esteem / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 8th
...See more For me personally as a man strength training helps a lot, but what helps you personally to feel more comfortable in your body? Lets share some tips with each other! 💖
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Do you have little cute hobbys?🥰
Hobby Zone / by TenderPerson
Last post
 October 15th
...See more I'll start, mines one is time to time search for little channels on YouTube to write nice comments and support the authors of small channels in their lives and the development of the channel, i hope that this will make YouTube a little kinder placeâ¤ï¸
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