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Sweetgirl07
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Just One More Day
Poetry / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 February 6th
...See more Lost to sea, drifting away Make it through, just one more day Have to keep my head above the water Oh say it isn't so, I truly am my mother's daughter Reaching out, throw a lifeline All this pain, wish it weren't mine Holding on, strong and true For my sisters I'll make it through Back under the water I go Oh my darling, I love you so I hate the tears in your eyes So for you, for them, I claw my way back to the sky Even when I can't stand this pain I force myself to stay Lost to sea, drifting away I'll make it through, just one more day
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I don't know how to feel
Trauma Support / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 February 5th
...See more TW: child abuse, sexual abuse, m0lestation of a minor He was supposed to be my dad then he told me i wasnt his, but it didnt change anything then he touched me i didnt know how could i know? i was twelve he said he was helping me i believed him i trusted him a year later, i ended up talking to people online older men things happened but me and dad did it so it was fine right...? it wasnt my parents found out it was investigated i was interviewed dad said i couldnt tell anyone about us it would make things hard for my mom and sisters it continued after that for two years, twelve to fourteen, i let it happen and one day i snapped told him if he put his hand in my pants one more time, i would break his fingers standing there, in the kitchen, in the middle of the night, his fingers on the waistline he never responded, i walked away we fought a year later, i asked how he could expect me to trust him around my sisters (theyre his) or my future kids he told me not to say sh!t like that, it was different, he was trying to protect me, he thought i'd be safer at home i hate him but i love him he's provided for my family he was there, when my bio dad never was, i dont even know his name little things, like bringing me medicine at school when i get a migraine or teaching me little things to help me later in life getting me an ipad because i love to draw i hate him but i love him and around and around this cycle of thoughts goes he hurt me, ruined me, and i'll never be the same but he raised me, loved me ( he says) and i owe everything to him
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My LDR Ex wants me to leave my bf...to be his sidechick
Relationship Stress / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 18th, 2024
...See more Y'all, this is wild. I have an ex, he lives in Delhi, Im from Southeastern USA, we met online and dated for a few months, but he became obsessed and in kind of a weird way, talked about my body in a way that made me uncomfortable, demanded we stay on vc while i was in class, while he brought friends over to show me off, on vc, while im in class. We boke up, but stayed in contact, hes not a bad guy i think, just lacks self esteem and just kind of cringe tbh I've been dating my bf, who is my classmate, for almost 3 months now, and I love him so much. Rahul (my ex) has this entire time begged me to block him, then not block him, then leave tristan for him, just carries on, says im all he has, im his first love etc He just told me earlier this week he has something to confess. Y'ALL. HE HAS A DANG GIRLFRIEND. FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS. She is in a school about 2 hours away, leaving him lonely. He told me yesterday he loves her with all his heart, and when she graduates they will marry and he plans for them to move to Germany. But he wants me to leave my boyfriend so i can be his sidechick. He says he can keep us both separate, he loves her but i am so kind he truly cares for me.  I'm just flabbergasted.  Sir i do not and never have loved you THAT much  
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Any Sara J Maas fans here?
Reading & Writing / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 17th, 2024
...See more The way I am so emotionally attached to these characters is wild Why couldn't I be in the Cadre or the Inner Circle 🥹 Her books are my safe place Favorite book/part of book and why
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First time, any thoughts?
Poetry / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 11th, 2024
...See more The darkness closes in Remining me of their sins I can't escape and I can't win I cant forget and I can't forgive Open a book, time to escape A new friend, new foe, new escapade Call me a nerd but you aint in my head Without my books i might be de@d Dont worry about me my real family's right here Even though when I open my eyes they disappear The darkness closes in, reminds me of their sins But this time they wont win
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Heart problems at almost 18?
Healthy Living / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 9th, 2024
...See more I am kind of worried, I had to go to the cardiologist last week and now have a heart monitor for a month, i have had blackout spells since 4th grade, no one can figure out why or what it is, first it was ocular migraines, then it was neurological, now its heart related, theres no rhyme to reason, it can happen anywhere or anytime, if im sitting, standing, working out, sometimes i go months without one, sometimes i have at least one a day, i get dizzy anytime i so much as stand up from the toilet, i eat healthy, workout, drink 80+ oz of water a day, take vitamins, i just dont know what else i can do, and im frustrated cause my drs go months inbetween appointments, have made me go almost 2 months without my ADHD meds to which the cardiologist said there was no reason to, never got me in for the MRI they said they wanted  im just frustrated 
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Anyone in band?
Music & Dance / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 4th, 2024
...See more Those who were in marching band, what did you play?? Alto sax here No bullying, my bf bullies me enough about it lol (hes a trumpet)
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I cut ties with a toxic ex today
Relationship Stress / by Sweetgirl07
Last post
 December 2nd, 2024
...See more After 2 years of fighting, countless arguments, a borderline abusive relationship where i was constantly guilt tripped into *** and putting his needs above mine, he "left" me today He was supposed to be my boyfriend, my caregiver (im an age regressor), my best friend He got comfortable, and he soon became someone completely different He left me today And I did not fight it I did not cry, or beg, or plead I did not swear to be better Because I am enough, I am not enough for him, but I am for someone else This is something small, but for me it is huge
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