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SunFlower8383
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PathStep 81 Compassion hearts247 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceOctober 28, 2021
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I'm messed up?
Trauma Support / by SunFlower8383
Last post
 February 16th, 2022
...See more I'm a shy person and i think that time when i was bullied messed me up.I was so playful,so fun,i had so much energy in me and i wasn't afraid.Now i'm afraid of being judge by oeople,i don't want to be judged,i don't want to be hated,i don't want to be weird.My mom,my grandma,my aunt told me that i should talk more,that i should stop being shy but no one told me how.I have friends and they are very supportive but they are not local friends.I like things,i have goals,i can go to supermarket,school,restaurants but i feel overwhelmed when i'm around people.It's difficult to trust people and it takes me a phew minutes to aswer and i answer most of the time with "yes","maybe","no" "sometimes". My family,my teacher called me shy but no one who i saw with my eyes in my entire life helped me.I just want to be me without being called weird or laughed,bullied.I'm trying,i'm really trying but it's so hard
I wish i was strong enough
Trauma Support / by SunFlower8383
Last post
 November 5th, 2021
...See more I was bullied when i was 13 or 14.My classmates called me a stick,they mocked me,they made fun of my voice,weight and behavior.The teachers did nothing.I'm afraid of saying no,expressing my opinions or feelings in front of others.I told them to stop but they didn't.I felt like...l-like a joke...I'm not bullied anymore but i didn't forgot what happened.I know i was just a stupid kid...i know...i don't know what's wrong with me or maybe...it was my fault because i was so stupid...They didn't take me seriously when i spoked to them,they made fun of me...One of them wanted to eat my food,just a little but when i told them that i don't want to give them my food anymore they called me selfish...Why i'm so weird...so stupid...so weak...i thing the bullying affected me somehow...i'm afraid of what people would think about me,i'm afraud of expressing my opinions or feelings,i'm afraid of conflicts and somehow people... Maybe i deserved that...i wish i was strong enough...i tried to be nice to them i really tried but they didn't stop bullying me.I don't know why i didn't forgot what happened,it happened a few years ago,why i'm still affected?
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