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StrawberryEyes
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PathStep 27 Compassion hearts485 Forum posts14 Forum upvotes17 Current upvotes17 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2024 Member sinceOctober 29, 2016
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Forgiving Yourself
Personality Disorders Support / by StrawberryEyes
Last post
 October 31st, 2022
...See more Hi all. I am working on forgiving myself. It's the thing I struggle with most. Brain latches on to every memory of how I've hurt people, failed them or fallen short of what they needed from me. I worry that it changes the shape of someone's love, after the change in perspective seeing me at my sickest and most broken. That I have forever tainted their love and left them with unnecessary pain. I try to rationalize this feeling by telling myself that I still love others after painful experiences, but it is still the hardest thing to let go of the memories and stop regretting and punishing myself for my mistakes and shortcomings.
Making Amends After Isolation
Personality Disorders Support / by StrawberryEyes
Last post
 June 10th, 2021
...See more How do I apologize to people for isolating for months after a BPD psychosis episode? I broke from reality and spiraled hard. I stopped talking to everyone because I didn't know how anymore. I'm afraid one person in particular will probably be really hurt and maybe feel betrayed. We shared a traumatic experience together which was part of what triggered my episode. But I was supposed to be there for them. I feel so guilty. I know I need to just tell what happened with me and accept that they may not be able to forgive me.
Feeling rage and desire to punish abusers
Trauma Support / by StrawberryEyes
Last post
 April 16th, 2021
...See more I'm new here and don't know where to say this. I'm Kat and I'm feeling rage and desire to punish abusers right now. I just want justice for victims.
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