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Stormandshelter
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts993 Forum posts244 Forum upvotes335 Current upvotes335 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceMarch 16, 2020
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Love kills and guess who's here for it ;-;;;;


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Professional peychologists
Depression Support / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 October 19th
...See more Hey everyone. I any of you is a professional psychologist (not in course) but been in it for years and have enough experience then can we connect? I'm already in therapy but I feel I need extra help from someone who's not a student anymore. This year in January I went to therapy and later on was diagnosed with moderate to severe depression, OCD, GAD and PTSD. It's been 10 months and even though therapy has inproved a lot of things, I'm still struggling. I think I really need to talk to someone who has enough experience. I can't afford online therapy tbh as I'm not earning rh. So, I'd be grateful if you'd be a listener for me. I talk very less in therapy and that has been a struggle. I can type more but I couldn't write my thoughts and show them. So, I couldn't disclose anything extreme as such. Um I don't know how to describe it better but I'm struggling every day and I have motivated myself for too long. I do it even today but I'm exhausing and draining myself each day...and now I really need a different kind of help. Thank you.
I'm tired
OCD & Related Behaviors / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 October 1st
...See more I'm tired of my thoughts. Sometimes all I seek is reassure that I'm not a bad person for being hurt.. Sad when I think of it.
Letter to a friend.
Journals & Diaries / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 October 2nd
...See more Hi friend,  It's been a long time since we had a heart to heart conversation. Sometimes, mental health issues can make you feel like you're a bad person. There are times when I forget to check-in before venting or don't listen when I should. You may not know this but I feel more hurt by my own actions than you do. I always feel like reaching out, asking how you've been, know about your life but somehow survival is a difficult task and I get trapped in my own thoughts like a caged bird. Some days I wish I could tell you how much I love and respect you. If only I could tell you I just try to protect you from me. From the versions of me I dislike. I know you'd never hate me if I tell you but I'm afraid of becoming one of those people who have hurt me in the past. I don't want to be them. I don't want to ghost you but I don't want you to know how broken I'm on the inside and for how long I've been here. How much of myself I've given, to be in a place where I've nothing left for myself. You've already been through so much and I'm scared of being just another person who hurts you. Perhaps, you'd never know how much I love you and what you mean to me. I'd never be able show it the way I feel it but I'm hoping that my love reaches you in the all the beautiful ways. I hope you find people who love you and that way I'd think that love includes some of my love, too. I hope you get the best of everything. I wish the beautiful sunshine fills your life with hopes and I'd think I'm there with you, somewhere, in those rays of light. When you hear the songs of a little bird in the morning, I wish the songs include the songs I had written for you but never showed you. I don't know if you'd ever get to know this love is from me or not, but I wish to be forgotten too. That sounds a little pessimistic but.. you know. Fill this up yourself hehe.  I hope you remain my best friend in my next birth too<3  Please take care of yourself. You matter more than you know. And I can't stop crying when I think of you and your kindness. Thank you for helping me remain alive. Love, Bye. 🦋
Fed up with 7 cups
Depression Support / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 September 18th
...See more There's no response on any of my posts these days..I feel like 7 cups is losing its charm. I can tell you at least 5-10 of my posts went unnoticed and I can see this in case of many people. Very disappointed! At the same time, most of the verified listeners don't respond to chat requests despite being online. They don't even bother to respond and say they can't take a chat and non-verified ones don't seem to be that much trained to take a chat. Don't know. It's all a mess these days..I have been here for many years but seeing this type of negligence for the first time.
Anxious-avoidant attachment style
Trauma Support / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 September 21st
...See more Recently, my therapist told me that I'm developing an anxious - avoidant attachment style. I think I've known it for a long time now.. but I'm still feeling very sad about it. Anyone else? How do you deal with it? It's so difficult when you absolutely love people but you've been treated so bad that you just can't seem to accept love because you never feel you deserve it..and if you get repeatedly treated the same way..how do you trust people? I don't want to be this person. I would not like to have this kind of attachment style. Well, easier said than done I guess 😅 I'm finding it difficult to process it without feeling guilty.
EMDR Therapy
Trauma Support / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 September 18th
...See more Has anyone been in EMDR therapy? My therapist said they'd probably start it and I've no clue about it. If you've been in that, please share your experiences so that I'm prepared for what comes through. I'm already dealing with a lot in my head
Find me in the pages.
Reading & Writing / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 September 18th
...See more Wrote this poem today. Find me in the pages. Find me in the pages of books in your hands, The ones that are forgotten in distant lands. No one will remember me in shiny phones' glare, Dust will settle on my rows, showing time's wear. I will fade away, My cover won't sway, For in the silence of shelves, I'll quietly stay. I wish you remember the love we shared, In your heart, a part of my voice is spared. Your smile will light up my words anew, And I'll keep a part of your soul, in my view. Someday, I hope, someone reads between the lines, Sees what I'm conveying in these rhymes. Till then, keep shining like the brightest star, I'll remember you, no matter how far. My love will reach you in the storms, To give you shelter, and keep you warm. In the fiercest winds, you'll feel my embrace, A constant comfort in any place. 💛
Find me in the pages.
Poetry / by Stormandshelter
Last post
 August 13th
...See more Wrote this poem today. Find me in the pages. Find me in the pages of books in your hands, The ones that are forgotten in distant lands. No one will remember me in shiny phones' glare, Dust will settle on my rows, showing time's wear. I will fade away, My cover won't sway, For in the silence of shelves, I'll quietly stay. I wish you remember the love we shared, In your heart, a part of my voice is spared. Your smile will light up my words anew, And I'll keep a part of your soul, in my view. Someday, I hope, someone reads between the lines, Sees what I'm conveying in these rhymes. Till then, keep shining like the brightest star, I'll remember you, no matter how far. My love will reach you in the storms, To give you shelter, and keep you warm. In the fiercest winds, you'll feel my embrace, A constant comfort in any place. 💛
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