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SparklingLuna
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I explained my hurt and still got hurt, so I learned to stop talking
PathStep 1 Compassion hearts661 Forum posts105 Forum upvotes164 Current upvotes164 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2024 Member sinceJuly 23, 2024
Bio

Hey im Luna also known as morgyn, im a 18 year old non binary person but was originally born a girl. Im a college student from the UK studying media 🌼 I have a bestie called Noor (@Noor511) they keep me alive and the only reason why i am alive ❤️ I dont like bugs but you can find me outside taking photos of the hills and also sat by the beach.

I have trust issues, really bad trust issues. I hate myself and often think I shouldn't be here which is probably true aha. 

Nicknames ♡

Bestie - only @Noor511

Morgie - only @AnnaSilverberg

Lumie - only @Lovemymoonflowers

Lunasaurous - only @Sunisshiningandsoareyou





Recent forum posts
Aged up
General Support / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 20 hours ago
...See more Hey, I went a way for awhile and now I’ve aged up :,) it was my birthday yesterday 🫠 a bit confused on adult side so yeah :,)  miss you guys : @DarkerPlaces @Noor511 @PastaIsVeryUnderrated @theboymoana @LoveMyMoonflowers  think forgot some people but been away a while that yeah sorry Hi Oldie friends Sunniesaurous - @Sunisshiningandsoareyou [https://www.7cups.com/@Sunisshiningandsoareyou] Tiny O saurous - @Tinywhisper11 Optie friend - @OptimisticEmpath
Nicknames and boundaries!
General Support / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 21st
...See more Hey whoever comes across this, I would just like to ask people to stick to calling me Luna, some of you have nicknames for me which im mainly comfy with, if you have a nickname that you would like to call me then please may you ask me first. Also may people not call me unusual terms in chat rooms for instance calling me "dear" whilst it can be a nice name to call someone I do find that it's creepy when people call it me and makes me really uncomfortable. I do not mind if people call me "buddy" or "friend" as long as I know you and we have become close, but please refrain from calling me that if its our first time talking or if I barely know you and if your not sure then feel free to ask. I promise I dont bite 😛❤️ I will be adding nicknames to my bio and who calls me them so if you check and see your name and nickname then you are good to go ❤️
A sweet kid called Nahoa
Poetry / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 11th
...See more Hey @theboymoana this is for you buddy ❤️🫂 I wish you could see yourself through my eyes A sweet kid with a stunning heart You light up the rooms with your care and loving personality Your an amazing young perosn Youve had a tough life Surrounded by pain But your admirable for your attitude to push through Treated wrong by so many people That makes your stronger That makes you amazing That makes you a wonderful human A sweet kid and a bundle of joy I wish you could see yourself the way i do Thank you for being you Thank you for making the world a better place A kid of magic A kid full of beautiful sparks That kid called nahoa buddy A squishmallow lover And a brilliant hugger Keep being amazing Keep being awesome Your an inspiration nahoa buddy, Your a fantastic human being ❤️❤️
I thought i was healing - poem
Poetry / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 10th
...See more I thought i was healing The scars were fading I thought i was healing But the pain wasnt ending I thought i was healing Im not hurting myself anymore I thought i was healing But the tears were still flowing The world was still rumbling I thought i was healing The harm wasnt visible The lack of eating still in the shadows The endless crashing at night time I thought i was healing  But it was all physical I thought i was healing I felt okay in the day I thought i was healing I felt okay when i was outside I thought i was healing But i never was
Luna Vents...Triggering corner!
General Support / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 12th
...See more If you ain't gonna be kind or anything then don't even bother commenting or anything.  If I know you closely then feel free to lurk, if I dont know you then please move on Just be nice!
It's so hard ☹️💔
General Support / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 29th
...See more Whys it so hard for me to just feel okay. I'm trying so hard to look after myself and stuff but then at the end of the day I just crash and wish I could be hugged irl so I can just cry. I'm trying to recover and I thought it was getting better. It's been a few weeks since I started recovery but I'm struggling so much. I had hope for the future and at one point I was so excited but im petrified, I dont want each day to end because I know soon it'll be the days I dread :(  It's my birthday in 36 days which means I'll be 18 and my whole life will change all over again. I'm going to college on September 2nd so I know its awhile away but the thought of going scares me. I'll be adjusting to mainstream school again, its gonna be so loud and ill have to try make friends or something. I'm scared ill be beaten up again, it happened at my last mainstream school and I was hospitalised for it. I was to scared to go to school for weeks Im just completely back at rock bottom and feel so alone and scared. Sleeping is so hard because of nightmares and my head plays tricks on me. My head feels like a tornado. The news is scaring me to and the fact the police are everywhere cos of the stuff happening in the country.  I dont want to talk to people but at the same time I do 🥺 I cut everyone off that I know outside of cups. I deleted all social media except one app. I get a new number and phone in a few days which I guess will be good...idk  My age regression is getting worse and it's coming out in different and scarier forms, I dont like it, it was just talking at first that it effected and then it became physical and mental 🥺 I wish I never had to deal with it, why did my head make me this way :(  I stopped sh, I still get bad thoughts but nearly 2 weeks sh free, I guess thats good...idk ☹️ I miss it. I miss it alot but also like not having to wear hoodies. Why can't I be me, I just want to be me, I dont feel like me, I'm scared, I dont like it, I dont like this feeling, I'm not in control. Physically I havent been okay, ive passed out alot and just been hurting alot. My mental health has turned physical in so many ways. Have constant headaches, nauseous and pains :( nothing helps for it, I cant take medicine for a couple of reasons and nothing else works. I just want to sleep peacefully, im tired, exhausted and drained. I'm trapped in a pit of darkness and I don't like it.  Sorry 🥺💔
Awful drawings 👀
Arts & Crafts / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 10th
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Not gonna be in the rooms for awhile...
General Support / by SparklingLuna
Last post
 August 8th
...See more Gonna avoid the rooms for a bit cos tbh just feel crap after being in the rooms tonight so yeh if u want me then forums or pms I guess I cant be bothered for the battle anymore in rooms so yep tc I guess Bye ☆
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