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Sonicmario2002
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Dealing with failure and alienation on Social Media
Depression Support / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 October 23rd
...See more TW Depression and Self Negativity, So guys, I feel so much depression with failing so much on social media, my posts keep flopping so hard and getting hidden from people, and I tend to take out my anger towards other people for things that are all my fault, I really wanted to quit, but it's hard because I don't wanna lose the friends I have there, thank you for reading this, hope you underatand
My Birthday is today
Hobby Zone / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 September 26th
...See more Hello everyone, I just wanna tell you all that It's my birthday today, I'm 22 years old now, and some birthday wishes would be nice
Happy late 11 years to 7cups
7 Cups Online Therapy / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 July 19th
...See more I'm late on saying this but happy 11th year to 7cups!
Got into trouble with my family for getting upset with the dog's barking
Depression Support / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 May 26th
...See more So I had this dog named Cali, and she would constantly bark at any person that passes by and I've gotten pretty and started yelling and blaming God, but what really got me into trouble is that I said if God created animals, they why do people like me get into trouble getting mad at dogs for barking, this lead to a anger lecture from my family about how it's a "blessing" that the dog is barking to "protect" us and getting angry at the dog is like getting angry at the person who caused the bark, I felt like nobody listens to me, this is one of the factors for a long time that why I do not want to be a Christian anymore, and I wanted to learn things myself just to move out of the house just to get away from the dog
Alienating people you care for
Depression Support / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 May 16th
...See more I really often have a horrible history of making even the most minor screw ups, there were some people I cared for and i was good terms with them, but yesterday, i kept leaving comments, driving people crazy, and now they just ignore me and even ignore my questions, i wish I was a different person but i'm horrible at giving people space 
I just felt I've hurted my friends
Depression Support / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 May 16th
...See more When I posted on social media as usual yesterday, I've got my hopes too high as i was expecting shares and likes, but my post flopped because it doesn't appeal to them, and then I was commenting repeatedly expecting them to like back because I thought my replies are not sending properly and it's frustrating, now I'm really stressed about it and I just wanna cry because of my failures and my hurting of those who I cared for
Everyday, I always feel like I'm punished by God and I want it to stol
Anxiety Support / by Sonicmario2002
Last post
 January 9th, 2023
...See more TW *Anxiety, pain, fear of religion,* So I haven't told most of you for the past year or so, I have given my Christian faith, because it doesn't suit my ideals in life like creativity and risk taking, but everyday since then, certain things come to really haunt me as an result, things I really hate like failure, dogs barking, constant freezing of my apps, such all come back to haunt me, this all had really gotten to the point that I mentally believed that God was responsible for my excessive pain and frustrations because he's a angry with me for no reason at all, and my family would scold me for blaming God for my issues and refused to believe me, it has been going on for a year or so now, sorry if I discussed this in a nerving detail but yeah, I just want to escape his cruel pain that is brought onto me
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