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SleepyPersonForever
9 293,010 M Meaningful Journey 1
PathStep 17 Compassion hearts26,159 Forum posts115 Forum upvotes231 Current upvotes231 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceSeptember 25, 2023
Bio

Dear friend IronGod1, aka spy bunny wrote this amazing poem for me


Sleepy, She's a true friend

And she'll always care.

She's the support

When you just can't dare


Dear Sleepy,

Thank you for being there.

For helping us all

When life feels like a mare


And another one


If ever you're feeling down,

Don't let your mind stray.

Remember you are special,

And you can reach beyond the grey.


And just know with every step,

You are closer to the light.

Let your heart always guide you,

And keep moving,

With all your might

Recent forum posts
Making mistakes
Self-Harm Recovery / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
January 25th
...See more TW selfharm, of course in this thread. I messed up a friendship. I've hurt someone really bad just because I can't control my own emotions. I should be able to control them. I should be better. Now everything in my head just screams I should cut. I hurt her, I should hurt me. Fair is fair right? I'm a *** addict even after all this time and this time I am so so close to ruining everything.
Thinking to much
Self-Harm Recovery / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
January 28th
...See more I know it's the selfharm tread but TW nonetheless. It's been so much in my head again. The urge is so so high. So much years without it, but as soon as I feel bad I feel like I stopped yesterday with how strong the urge has been feeling. My minds a mess, I haven't been sleeping and it has been so loud. I know it will shut it up. I also know it'll just come back twice as strong after. But still. Those few moments of peace are starting to look better and better. And that worries me. I'm fighting it. I don't want to start counting at one day clean again. Not after this many years. I fear I might break soon though. I'm just scared I guess.
Favourite Christmas music
Icebreakers and Games / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
December 24th, 2023
...See more I absolutely love Christmas music, but there is so many of it. Maybe we can share our favourite Christmas songs to share the holiday cheer. My favourite is Mary did you know, and also All I want for Christmas ๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ
Small victories
Depression Support / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
December 8th, 2023
...See more Just wanted to share I actually managed to shower today. I know it's small and stupid but I don't know where else I can tell that's a victory without people just laughing at me. So ye, I did that. All clean
TW
Self-Harm Recovery / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
December 6th, 2023
...See more I know this is a literal community for selfharm recovery but it still feels better to put the trigger warning on. I'm struggling so much. I've not used sh for years to vlcope but more and more it comes back up in my head and today it just didn't leave. The thoughts about it consumed me, I am getting this desperate to shut my head up. I don't see anything else working. I just want my brain to shut up, even for a second. And I can't tell anyone and no one knows. But the urge is so high, I don't know how long I can distract myself from it.
Depression and work
Depression Support / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
November 22nd, 2023
...See more How do you guys deal with work, when feeling that coming out of bed is too big of a chore. The amount of anxiety and stress it gives me I have to work again tomorrow is immense. The idea of having to function, be social and have a lot of stressful demands on me feels overwhelming.
Tired
Depression Support / by SleepyPersonForever
Last post
January 14th
...See more I've been so so tired. I feel unstable at best. I can be okay at one moment, but can be brought out of balance really quickly. I was not okay this morning, then I was okay, then I'm not again. Triggered by small stupid things. I'm just tired I guess.
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