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Sleebo
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I am studying studio arts in college. I want to go on to eventually get a bachelor's degree in fine arts & animation :)

Yes, I like anime.
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Why am I so alone?
Depression Support / by Sleebo
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 2 days ago
...See more I don't know what's wrong with me. I seem to be so forgettable to everyone... I don't talk to anyone from high school, even though we just graduated. Nobody ever wants to hang out. Nobody cares. I try to organize things and I get nothing and it's so frustrating. I feel like people only use me. I only have one person that I can truly consider a friend, and she doesn't even live in the same state as me. I feel so alone. I don't have anybody and nobody would bat an eye if I were to disappear, which is basically what happened. None of my "friends" have heard from me in months because I'm just... so sick of feeling disposable. They talk behind my back. I know it. I've HEARD it. I can't keep anyone around. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. It has been this way for years. I frequently remember that I don't have any friends in real life. I'm forgettable and disposable because I don't stand out, but I don't know how to. It really gets to me. My own family doesn't even care. Of course, they'd be sad if something bad happened to me but... beyond that. Nothing. They don't care about who I am. Or what I like. Nobody seems to have any interest in me besides this one friend. I have nobody. It hurts and I try to brush it off, but humans naturally crave social interaction. What's wrong with me? It has to be something that I'M doing wrong. It's the only way for this all to make sense.
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