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SixFtOfThisGuy
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Do you ever get over your first love?
Relationship Stress / by SixFtOfThisGuy
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 June 5th, 2015
...See more I am a Senior in high school and the year is pretty much over. At about mid april i fell in love with a girl that I only got to know since the start of april. We never got to know each other. We just went straight for love. She was the most beautiful person that i have ever seen in my life. Everytime i saw her my heart dropped. It didnt matter about the make up. It didnt matter about how she dressed or how her hair was. At the end of April i went over her house at about 1:00 AM after a party and stayed up to talk to her. That was the first night that we kissed. I kissed her first. I felt so joyful. I never asked her for a relationship. It just started. At the beginning of our relationship i saw that we were in love. I saw that she cared. I loved her so much and she was always on my mind no matter what. In the middle of May (middle of our relationship) she texted me that she needed to talk to me. I only see her every other school day because we have block schedule. A and B days. She dropped my class because she didnt need it so i started to leave that class just for her. We went to my car and she started to ask me what i was doing for the summer. I didnt know. She started up to ask me how my feelings were for her. I questioned that because she leaves to mexico for the whole summer every year. She explained to me that she does not like getting into relationships at the end of the year because it always ends, She always loses feelings for the guy that she dates. I told her that i will always have feelings for her no matter what. That i wanted her to call me whwnever she could to talk. Prom was on May 23rd and i knew she was losing feelings. We didnt talk at all. We just went with the group and did our thing. I was sad that night. I saw that she was just not herself and didnt see her connection for me. On our 1 month anniversary i dropped her off at home from school and she kissed me and said i love you. The next day she broke up with me by text. She was my first ever true love. But I dont know what i was to her. She has had other relationships before. She just dropped us like nothing. She said that i would get over it and that she didnt want to hurt me. Its been a few days and i feel so horrible. I feel like it was all my fault. I want her back so badly but i dont know how. She is leaving to mexico and i texted her many times asking if i can just see her or talk somewhere. I never got a reply. I dont know why. She doesnt want us to break apart and stay as strangers. I dont want that either. I want us to be regular friends to where i can still tak to her about things if i needed to. I dont know if i can date another girl to replace her or not. She was my first and I wanted to be her everything. I wanted to give her everything. I loved her so much. I wanted to be around her everyday. Do people actually get over their first love? It feels like i wont. I feel like no matter what if she wants to come back i would get with her at any time to try us again.
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