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SilenceisSolace
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PathStep 92 Compassion hearts781 Forum posts45 Forum upvotes54 Current upvotes54 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2024 Member sinceMay 10, 2015
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Forever changing - just another human on their path through life.
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Why am I not good at anything?
Depression Support / by SilenceisSolace
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March 25th, 2021
...See more I feel like I have no talents or skills.. everything I try I either fail or am below par at. And it feels like everyone around me succeeds at everything. I'd like to be good at one thing just one, and better than someone at one fucking thing. It takes all the enjoyment out of my hobbies because I don't feel I'm good enough. Video games: nope I suck I'm not as good as my fiance at them so I compare myself and then just start loosing interest.. I keep playing them anyways but never get better. Drawing, writing poetry, etc.. I'm just not good at and these are things I wish I could be so I just have given up years of practicing. It seems like others around me everything comes so naturally to them and me I just suck at everything.. what's the fucking point of doing anything if I'm not good at it.
Depressed and stressed
Depression Support / by SilenceisSolace
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January 30th, 2021
...See more Hello Depression is the game and stressin' is the name..... That was terrible.. I've just been feeling pretty bad about myself again. I've gone to therapy for over a year, recently lost my therapist he left the organization I am with. Thought I was managing okay. Anywho I can't seem to reach out to my friends, I isolate myself no matter how much they reach out to me and eventually they'll get tired of it and leave me because I've been doing it for so long. I feel awkward and weird when I hang out or talk to anyone like I'm not myself and haven't been for so long. I feel like I have no talents or skills and that I can't do anything. That everyone is better than me. Which affect my relationships because if they compliment me I assume they just say it to make me feel better. If they do something better than I did I get discourage about myself. And I am happy that they're skilled but I want to be talented too and I just feel like nothing most of the time. My coping mechanisms are starting to fail me, which is frustrating.
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