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Sidezombie88
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Fallout.. The vegas... The new.. Fallout vegas...
PathStep 18 Compassion hearts1,323 Forum posts18 Forum upvotes77 Current upvotes77 Age GroupTeen Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceMay 31, 2024
Bio

"Gonna crack a rib when I get home

I tried to fix myself but I didn't think"



You can call me Sidezombie, Side, Or James, I don't really mind what you call me as long as it's respectful!


"I miss, the love that I know I lost, I miss the one that I love alot. . 

Drinking alone in the parking lot, when is it gonna stop?"



About me:

Ask me anything about myself and I'll answer to the best of my ability


-I will talk about almost anything


-I take a lot of interest in guns, nothing weird I just like them


-Im a man


-I enjoy fitness (though I've been lacking)


-I like after the flash (talk to me about ATF, I'm a nerd abt it)



"You load 16 tons, what do you get?

Another day older and deeper in debt

St. Peter, don't you call me 'cause I can't go

I owe my soul to the company store"


"Some people say a man is made outta mud

A poor man's made outta muscle and blood

Muscle and blood and skin and bones

A mind that's a-weak and a back that's strong"


-why I joined


I never got into things like this, my family stays to stereotypical man rules. Aka no emotions.




I have anger issues, badly, to the point where I lash out on others or harm myself




I would like help with my issues, primarily self harm and anger management.


"My friends think I like to fight, but it's just not true. Sometimes I lose my temper and blow off a little steam, but I've never enjoyed it. I'm not a violent dog. I don't know why I bite."



Special People List:

@s0cks

@s0cksequinotz

@darkerplaces

@thatboymoana

@Maeeeeebae999 (Squirrel) 


He said that when he's dead, I can have his Nintendo 64

And I can play all it night long

Sitting on the basement floor"

















Recent forum posts
Ive done so good with anger managment bro
General Support / by Sidezombie88
Last post
September 10th
...See more I tried so *** hard man I did, why did that *** of a teacher have to test me. Literally called me slow and just kept *** going. Why dude 
Been almost 5 weeks clean, strong.
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sidezombie88
Last post
August 31st
...See more I feel good, actually, first time in a while. I like this feeling.
There's something wrong with me.
General Support / by Sidezombie88
Last post
July 3rd
...See more "The dog that weeps after it kills is no better than the dog that doesn't. My guilt will not purify me." I know what's wrong with me, I try to fix myself but I just. Can't. I hurt people, I have these outbursts that I can't control. I don't want to hurt people, I really don't but it's like I can't escape it.
Anger Management
General Support / by Sidezombie88
Last post
June 11th
...See more I've come to not be able to control my anger. I have horrible anger issues, and no, not the "Grr I have anger issues". It genuinely causes me to hurt people I love, alongside myself. I keep driving people away and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to be mean, I don't want to be like this. I need help
I need help but can't afford anything
Self-Harm Recovery / by Sidezombie88
Last post
June 18th
...See more I've had problems with self harm for a while. Things like hitting/punching, etc. I don't know how to get over it and I need tips/help. I'm 15 so I can't go to therapy by myself and even if I could my family couldn't afford it.
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