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Sheislove21
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Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by Sheislove21
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 January 30th, 2019
...See more I feel like such a hypocrite. I grew up watching family members lose everything because of it. When I was younger, I always said "I'm never doing that. I won't let it ruin my life." But today, I can't say that. I'm broke because of it. I stay up all night alone with my thoughts. It's made my depression & anxiety worse. I used to have such a clear complexion, now my skin is all bumpy and red. I've done things I'm ashamed of just to get high. I've lost an unhealthy amount of weight just in a few months. Everytime someone tells me I've lost weight, I get paranoid that they know I'm on it. I tell myself I won't do it anymore, but whenever there's some around, I always do some. I hate it, but I keep finding myself coming back for more. I don't even recognize the girl staring back at me in the mirror. I don't want to do it anymore.
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